Monday, December 20, 2010

life's not so hard without pig around! but i still miss him. HAHA. i'm still counting down the number of days left till he's coming home. weehoooo. about 3 or 4 more days. hmmmm. we don't get to talk everyday since he's so far away... but he makes the effort to come online on msn to talk to me. makes me feel so touched (:

there's this workshop i'll have to attend on the 17th till 19Jan. hopefully i still have a week of holiday or smth after that until school officially starts. LOL. as expected, it's a motivational workshop. LOL. PRAY WILL BE FUN AH. and today's the 20th alr. better start doing calculus soon. BRUSH UP BRUSH UP. idw get 5/50 again. shamefulllllllll.

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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i'm fucking sad. :( anyone can make me happy please?

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

idk how to survive from wed onwards :( pig's flying to hokkaido for 8(or 10?) days! omfgggg. and we just fought. all i want is some comfort when i'm down and trust. so hard meh?! no right! put yourself in my shoes can. i'm always there for you but when i need you, you're nowhere to be found! when i told you i'm retaining, you didn't even ask if i'm ok. and you went to play arcade! zzz. thank god i have other people to turn to :( k, this sounds so one-sided. and he told my brother "she everytime also angry angry. dont wan play with me then dont play lor" when we played bs. fuck. i never got angry with him before!! i swear this is the first time. last time is all sad only!!! can't he just understand :( but i know he will never though... it's like there's this "terms and conditions" thing since the day we knew each other. he's like this and he'll always be. so take it or leave it.

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Monday, December 13, 2010

idk what i wanna dooooo. when i thought i'm finally getting somewhere, then all of a sudden, POOF! i'm back to square one again. fuck. be more truthful to me please!! dont care me yet act like you care...

i'm contemplating whether to study calculus. i must be out of my mind. LOLOL. fuck calculus. i swear its the toughest maths i've ever came across (so far). never have i failed so badly before. (doesnt mean i never fail maths before hor. i got fail before!!!!)

living my life so aimlessly now ): i eat, sleep, play comp, watch tv everyday without fail. on slightly better days i'd get my lazy bum out of the house to meet some friends. hmmmmm. i'll miss my classmates ):

i always wake up in the middle of the night or early in the morning, when i sleep after midnight, to check my sms... yeah, i'm anticipating sms. but these 2 days... :( cold warrrrr. hate that bastard.

ernest asked if i wanna go to school tgt on first day of school. first SCHOOL day and first ORIENTATION day does make a difference... so i'm wondering which one he's referring to. i hope the workshop school's making me go to will be fun!! better not be some brainwashing programme that tells me "you must work hard... you must pass.... you must do well...". looking forward to orientation and making new friends alr!!! but no mass dance please D:

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Friday, December 10, 2010

where were you when i needed you most?

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

3 more min before i go to bathe. i studied for about 5.5hr to 6hrs! so proud of myself. -.- somehow completed market structure and done with qn1 from promos paper2. since the cher says that qn1 and 4 will be VERY similar in sup papers. hehe. so i assume the topic+skills required is the same lah.

freaking sleepy :( i didn't sleep the entire night. shall see when results come out on the 10th dec! i wanna pass econs. will be good, too, if i can pass phy :D but die die must get at least an S for phy. they won't be announcing out grades though. they'll only be saying if we promoted or retained. and our results slips will be issued next year. sigh. mr ng is gonna drill me on maths from the 11 dec onwards. :( hopefully he changes his mind and rather not drill me!

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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

i'm in reallyyyy good mood. and i think there's 4 reasons to it.

1. i'm chatting with somebody like how we used to! haha. ok, not really. only that last night we sms-ed. lame.

2. i had enough sleep. 14 hours of sleep from 10pm till 12pm. :D :D

3. listening to the song Beast-Beautiful. idk why, but the tune is so cheery and lightens up my mood (:

4.i think my happy mood is mostly credited from this. eindra just called me to tell me what coconut and other guys were talking about during econs today. (cause i wasn't in school so i had no idea). hehe. made me really happy (:

but i should be in a panic mode instead. phy and econs sup papers tmr!!! and i havent studied ytd and today. what i have to complete by tonight : supply&demand + PED PES OR market failure + externalities AND market structure. seeeeeee. how can i not panic?! cb much. HAHA. but i'm prepared to burn midnight oil le. it's always like that. i don't remember when i was able to sleep before a paper. hahahah. it's my style!!

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