Wednesday, April 30, 2008

oh-my-gawd.
i just feel like blogging again.
jolyn, thanks for missing me. really (:
you make me feel so happy just by missing me.
haha ♥s! :D
jolyn i dont think youre reading my blog,
but i feel damn jealous.
i know you know why
jolyn youre so lovable :D.

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omg i feel damn gong today luh.
just continue reading and you'll know why.
had SS paper today.
1 source based and 1 essay qn.
i feel damn stupid.
thr this qn in qn1 "what can you infer from source A?"
then i went to read the wrong thing and thought that was source A.
wasted me 20 min of writing.
somemore i got 1 hour for tht paper only.
wth luh.
rachel did the same mistake as me also.
but she only wasted 15 min.
i think ms zhng sshouldnt had put that extra paragraph over thr.
its so easy to misunderstood it as source A.
oh anyway, i still managed to complete that paper.
although its not very well done -,-
thr was like 4 qns in total?
3 in qn one and 1 in qn two.
30 marks :D
i want at least 18 marks, i hope.
had chinese listening after that.
kind of - alright.
yup, then school ended at 10.15 AM (:
its darn early.
but i didnt go home.
stayed back for maths tutorial.
its optional.
but i think its better to stay.
might hlp me improve my maths (:
had maths tutorial till 12.
then went to 'study' with jaslynn outisde the staff room till 1.
okay, i didnt want to stay.
but i promised her i'll stay.
oh well (:
but i ended up doing her geography essay for her.
jaslynn actually said that i look bimbotic with my converse bag ):
and she called me a rich taitai.
then took school bus home.
i feel so embarassed on the bus.
imagine if some sec school student saw me on the bus?
im like so old and still taking school bus -,-
oh whatever.
gonna have maths paper 1 and geog this fri (:
good luck steffi.
shall try to mug tmr.
hope im able to -,-.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

i kept thinking.
how many posts more must i blog before i get to my 100th post.
then now i realise, my old blog + new blog, this is my 161st post -.-
so stupid i think.
oh anyways, had english and chinese paper 2 today.
finished kind of "fast", as usual.
i have this jealousy overwhelming in me, clarissaho.
went with siying to ben and jerry after school today.
they had free ice cream (:
oh and siying, if you read this, its okay if i go home alone.
i know what youre thinking :D
i saw this girl, who seems like my audi friend.
so i called out her name and she actually turned around!
okay i was so dont-know-what-to-say,
so i laughed and walked away ._.
so sorry.
gonna study for tmr's SS.
good luck peeps (:

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Monday, April 28, 2008

omg, had english and chinese paper one today.
i got the urge to study but also feel like slacking -,-
i dont know how i did it, but i always finish my paper so much faster than the others.
english had 1 hour 45 min to write a compo and a informal letter.
and i took only 50 mins.
so the remaining time i slept.
i dont even feel like sleeping cause i slept early last night?
yup then had chinese paper after recess
2 hour paper.
write a compo and informal letter.
i took 40 mins this time -.-
damn annoying i tell you.
i was bloated with energy alr.
cant sleep at all.
so i went to write another 2 more compo.
so i wrote 1 letter and 3 compo in the end.
when thrs 2 letter qns and 3 compo qns.
i finished the 1 letter and 3 compo half an hour before the time limit.
ugh then had nothing to do again.
i cant write the other letter cause i no more paper alr :xx
then i started doodling lyrics on the don-want-de-compos.
then went home straight after the chinese paper.
i went to buy bubbletea with joy.
berwin came downstairs my house.
omg he scare me luh.
i was standing near my door and he send me a sms"look outside your door"
and i turn around and see him thr.
so scary.
he said thrs smth he wanna tell me about smone else but he didnt say anything.
wth.
oh then after that i slept again :x
not much of things today la.
tomorrow will be english and chinese paper 2.
go steffi (:
shall start studying sociaal studies soon.

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Friday, April 25, 2008

i don't care if youre reading my blog or not.
i'm going to make this clear once and for all.
why can't i tell my friends what happened?
they saw me so sad so they asked me why.
and i actually told zhiting because i dont want anymore awkward moments to occur.
she'll thought nothing happened and start putting me and you tgt.
i bet you dont want that either.
i dont care who you told about me.
but definitely not that girl whom i dislike.
after all these happen i hate her even more.
and i asked people to explain to you.
up to you if you wanna believe or not.
i'll never steal people's friends.
you dont even know how i fucking felt when i read your xanga.
i cried for more than hours.
and had my eyes swollenf or at least 2 days.
mind you.
and i didnt even go to the school the next day because i was so depressed.
i bet you didnt even realise.
and im so happy now is because i finally know that you dont even trust me.
i dont want a friend that doesnt trust me.
not even truthful to me.
and im glad to know i dont have your trust.
its so much better than you lying to me.
and ya, im sad at first.
but i thought no point being sad over someone who doubts me right.
you yourself said you know me so well.
and now you call me a friend stealer.
how contradicting.
i thought you really knew me damn well.
but it appeared to be a no.
i pretended i dont even know you

i brought my books home today.
damn heavy.
but it was smart of me to take a cab home :D
oh and ms teo wont be taking us anymore for pe.
today's the last pe she'll be taking us for.
shes damn nice ):
time past really fast.
it'll be MYE soon (:
just 2 more days.
will be having emaths mock SA paper tmr during tuition.
i hope i'll be talking non stop.
unlike the past 2 wks.

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ive decided to give up on her.
im not hoping for patching and dont want a patch.
i thought she knew me really well.
but it appears that she doesnt.
cn you imagine you best friend say " you friend stealer!" to you?
i bet no.
who'll expect their best friends to say tht to them.
no point patching if there isnt even trust in the first place.
i dont want a friend that doubt me.
i'll leave the past and look forward to tomorrow.
i know i have a bunch of friends there for me (:
oh and, you suck too. :D
a tit for a tat

no point fighting over something pointless i guess.
its ok if you do not trust me
and i dont care if youre reading my blog.
but if you are, arent you a loser too?
you said only losers read my blog.
(:

and i was so naive to feel so sad and cried for more than 2 hours because of what you blogged.
and even skipped school
im really glad all this happen.

i know you pple cnt read that part. LOL
i purposely blended in with the background.
if youre smart i think you should know how to find out how to read lah.
had such a fun time with rachel today.
we went from school to bedok inter to suntec and home.
spent such great time with her.
we had this funny convo.

rachel: are you sure you know me very well? you dont even know my cup size and whether if i have a bf
me: (trying to guess) 34A?
rachel: (looks down)

i thought she was looking at her boobs.
but she went " OH MY SHOELACES ARE UNTIED"
so hilarious man.
so i hlped her to tie (:
and she thought i didnt know where the toilet was.
we both bought fbts.
she bought lime green and i bought white (:
they dont have my size for white non dry fit.
so i bought some other material instead.
i <3>
so comfy.
i'll get silver the next time.
oh and we're gonna get simpsons shirt when we go thr again! :D
rachel wants to go out with me again.
so nice yeah :D
i know its fun, especially with me.
AHAA.
i didnt go to school ytd.
cause of some personal reasons.
and i wasnt feeling well either.
they had maths test.
but mr tan said 35 min wasnt enough for them ytd so he returned the paper to them and gave them another 10 min to complete.
so he made me do the test too.
i dont mind la.
but i actually had priviledge.
i didnt know how to do qn 2, and i asked him, and he actually taught me!
its a test you know!
:D thanks mr tan
oh then during chinese lesson we got to know our CA marks.
i scored one of the highest i guess.
but wasnt good enough yet.
was the lowest i got for my entire life.
i think i slacked too much.
too much of sloppy work and chinese compos and worksheets.
haha all those nonsense in my compo.
i rmb i wrote about smth i regret.
and i said my friend kena bang by car and i regret not saving her :x
LOL.
oh and this morning.
i went to school with deesha, yoges and shanthini (:
deesha and i took mrt to tana merah to meet yoges and shanthini.
then we all walked to school tgt.
was a 30 min walk.
i really enjoyed it.
theyre so nice and fun.
yoges is hilarious (:
oh anyway, i'll just end my post here.
bye people.

it's not losers that reads my blog.


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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i'll assure you that when you ask her and her gang "what did she do to you to make you hate her so much?"
they wont be able to say anything.
i swear, i didnt do stuff like steal their friends, annoy them, badmouth them or whatever shit.
and i swear i'll NEVER EVER steal ppl's friends.
even if i did, i did it unintentionally
i hate the feeling of friends being stolen.
i wont do the same thing to others.
dont just jump conclusion as you like.

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

changed my bloglink for some reasons.
cause i wanna badmouth janessa and clarissa
and i think i should not let some people read my blog.
anw, i think i forgot to blog about what came to my house ytd. LOL.
my mum bought uROBICS! cool yeah :D
i used it until my back hurts so much.
and my thigh muscles are aching.

i dont hate you.
but you ignored me first.

XOXO ; steffi

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

you people seriously think im blind or stupid is it?
assholes.
you said your phone was off but i saw you msging on the bus.
you think i brainless ah.
janessa
i read the xanga.
and thr you wrote you dont want to mention names.
i know who you wanna graduate with.
clarissa
i know its because of what i wrote here.
you read my blog.
im so freaking gonna change my bloglink.
going home with some other pple from next wk onwards.
deesha, lets go to school together with yoges on wed (:
pissed. fuck.
if you gt any comments just say la.
you think you what.
bastard.
natalie thanks so much for you comforts.
haha. :D
will tell you more on mon.
so nice being in the same class than you.
now i feel so glad getting into 3.5
better than some other class.
having sore throat.
damn.
i dont feel like going for tuition anymore.
maybe i'll quit.
or join other tuition.
but if i quit, i'll have to concentrate more in class,
which i doubt i'll be able to do.
my slping habits damn annoying.
cnt slp at night and will be dozing off in class.
ugh.
so many stuff happened.
kind of glad it happened.
they let me know what kind of person you are.
BAD MOOD.
serious.
if you see me laughing im still in bad mood.
ya, so dont say i bluff you or whatever shit.
i can't wait to go out with zhiting after MYE.
we havent been going out after we seperated.
as in different class.
i miss her. haha :D
yup, and nat.
we'll go buy clothes tgt after MYE!
cotton on yeah ((:
yup.
another 1 wk + to MYE.
good luck peeps.
have to bring books back alr.
haha. gonna be so tough.
oh and the news is on now.
eat potatoes instead of rice.
HAHA. i wonder hw life will be in that case.
i dont mind potato la.
but will be so boring after some time.
and its hiiiiiiiigh in carbo ._.
ayia anw, i've been eating potato everyday -.-
ok, i know its a long post.
but i still feel like repeating myself.
FCK YOU.

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Friday, April 18, 2008

i fucking bad mood ah.
dont irritate me.

got to school and realise my wallet's not thr.
called home and not thr also.
yup, so was anxious.
then after half the day then i called my school bus.
then found out i left it on the bus.
so stupid, i know.
had english oral after school.
went to bubbletea shop after that then went back to school
to wait for natalie finish (:
we went to east point together.
i bought graph paper and hairband
and she bought calculator, graph paper, foolscap and pens :D
haha, she spent damn much.
her plastic bag was damn heavy and gt hole.
LOL, cause cnt stand the weight.
had a good time with her.
thanks nat (:
rachel didnt come.
pity pity.
she must be damn bored at home. lols (:

might be changing my blog link.
smart people will guess what is it.
i alr told natalie what i might be changing to.
natalie says its nice. HAHA

my tolerance level damn low.
touch me i bite you.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

your featured friends and actions says it all.
no point. no point.
fuck.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

walao eh.
damn bad mood.
i dont like her cannot ah.
seeing her name makes my blood boil.
fck man.
and thr's still so freaking much of her name in your xanga.
you know who i'm talking about la.
who else's xanga do i look through other than yours?
effeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeff.

i was so damn quiet during tuition just now.
so weird of me ):
didnt had the mood to talk.
2 more weeks to MYE.
time pass so fast.
goooooooooosh, so stressed.

ytd was international friendship day.
the whole class wore shirt with "made in kenya" on it.
my class theme was AFRICA (:
then most of us drew on our faces.
haha, damn cool.
i coloured my fringe red.
so nice luh.
was rekha's hair mascara.
LOL, i didnt know thr was such thing as hair mascara.
i wanna go get one too (:
i have so many things to get.

mr tan changed our places and i'm now sitting with joy!
so lucky of me.
some others gt to sit with people they dont like la.
i can concentrate damn well at my new place.
so happy.
hhaa. it's in the middle of the class.
and ive stop pon-ing school!
and im doing my hmwk!
i can't wait for MYE then june holidays.

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Monday, April 7, 2008

janessa kept leaving me out ):
clarissa! i rmb sat! damn funny :D
julia ong dropped clar's bubbleteaa pearl but the pearl was still in the cup.
just tht the straw dropped out.
and julia ong went to put the straw back into the cup.
clar wanted to eat the pearls but it was alr dirtied. x)
damn hilarious can.
gosh, i gt E8 for my maths CA1.
and my expected grade is A2.
they estimate your expected grade using your psle aggregate.
but i've been back sliding ever since sec 1 -.-
slack slack slack.
thats all i know how to do now.
i know im a JC material.
YUPYUP (:
another 3 more weeks to mid year.
have to start revising from next wk onwards.
go steffi, you can do it! :D

something's wrong.

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

thank god!
i could fit into my skinnies -,-
gonna have 2.4 tmr.
omgomgomgOMG!.
gonna fail AGAIN.
never ever passed my 2.4 before.
instead, my timing increase every year eh.
i think i'll take around 26 min this year :D
gosh lah.
ok i can't wait for sat.
hah :D
the CB and PB pple must be performing nw.
i wonder how is it going.
im writing letters to jan :D
YAY JAN, CHEEEEER!

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