Tuesday, March 31, 2009

pissed.

i guess shumin's right, im pms-ing. been lecturing rachel they all for the whole day ): . i usually wont. i'll just keep quiet if they did smth wrong. but i scolded rachel for using her phone, asked natalie and joy to stop making noise, etc etc. idc, i may be straightforward but what i say is for your own good kay. i dont scold you for no reason. as a friend i hope we can all pass our O's together (: work hard peeps!

anyay had abit of mentoring with mr tan today. idc, hes going to teach me emaths. i must get A1 for emaths.

got alot of incomplete hmwks.
-geog template (2pages)
-ss essay correction (2pages)
-ss sec3 template (3-4 paes)
-emaths tys tutorial work : 3 chapters, do all the odd numbered qns
-cut 2 articles for ss on diplomacy.

can die. now what time alr? and still got so many things to do. somemore all by tmr. maybe i can skip the tys. im not in tutorial and i volunteered to go. so i think if i dont do and dont go also wont make a difference.

got fluuuu. saddening. always got flu.

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Monday, March 30, 2009

had EL 3 times today! 2 times during curriculum and once for tutorial. so around every hour passes, we'll see the EL teacher again. but okay lah, not so bad.

then lynette asked me a qn. "........?" . to protect my privacy, i wont type the qn out. (: my ans's a NO!. absolutely not, and i've never thought of it before. i may have gone to some and declare im bisexual. but NOOOOO! im not one. even if i say im one, im still not one. im STRAIGHT okay! STRAIGHT. i dont look at girls, i look at guys. the next person who says im a lesbian or sort will get a nice punch from me. :D

we played some cube game. HAH. lynette came up with stupid dares. dont play that game with her! cause the person will have to do things like: hug TJY, bite your own leg hair and pluck it out, hump on someone, etc etc. all damn gross. we'll play it tmr. i want to see who's gonna kena :D.

OHOH, and i got to know who is my teacher mentor today! it it *drums roll* . . . . . . MR TAN TS! omggggg, i hope he's as lazy as me and dont meet me. then i dont have to go for teacher's mentor programme.

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

my eye's dry, pain, and the right one is kind of swollen. i have a feeling im getting eye pimple. i dont want! its so painful and awful. my eyes are alr so small, i dont want even smaller eyes.

brenda damn mean. i'll kill you for that tag, you watch out!

oh &, brenda's kind of blur today. we wanted to go 2nd floor from first floor. and she wanted to ride on the escalator that goes from the 2nd to the 1st floor.


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went down bugis to meet brenda, nadz and regina. went to find rashid with them, but he wasnt there. shafiyah was nagging at me so i rolled my eyes at her. she actually complained to rashid. not happy come tell me la. i wont do anything except for more of rolling my eyes at you. you want me to roll 100,1000 or 10000x also can. i dont mind.

went jalan with them, then followed ym to buy stuffs and eat. ljs (:. then rashid called me. how unreasonable can he get? he say i give him attitude. who was the one who gave me attitude first? i've said so many times. you give me positive, i give you 10x positive. you give me negative, of course i'll give you 10x negative.

you say if i want to quit, tell you, you'll let me. but what did you tell me when i first told you i wanted to quit? you told me "you quit and i'll blacklist you". didnt you? now you humji and say you never say that before. you said that countless times alright. be a man. you dare say then dare admit.

you know i badmouth you at my blog, msn, to your crew so what? you think i care? if i did, i wouldnt even write all these here and tell people to come read! use your brain.

i actually wanted to write all these in chinese, so you wouldnt understand. but since you so kpo, let you read lor. i've got nothing to lose.

my conscience is clear. i not scared fight with you uh. you were the one who was nonsensical, not me. i gave McD all i could give. but what did you give me in return? a blacklist? i dont expect anything in return actually. i just want to transfer out/ quit. so why can't you grant me?

you dont even let me talk to vincent. i bet vincent dont even know you're doing all these. even if he know, confirm you tell him say i got atiitude problem.

ask yourself first, who was the one who gave attitude first? you yourself know the best.

plus i no contract. i have the right to quit. its not wrong to quit, so you cant blacklist me.

you say i give attitude by choosing station, then punch out because the station you gave me i dont want to do. im going to make this clear now.
1. i admit i chose station, many times. but ever since i made a promise that i'll follow procedure as much i as i can, i don't choose station anymore. even when im unwilling i still did. didnt i?
2. i had a valid reason to choose not to do counter. i had sore throat. so if i had sore throat you'd pay for my medical bills lah, when i lost my voice and have to see doc.

it is not that i dont want to do counter. i've tried in the past doing counter despite having serious sore throat. or even go down to work when im sick. its not once or twice, its a few times. because i believe in McD. but now what? the way you treat me doesnt deserve me to "sacrifice" so much anymore.

you always complain about people. why dont you reflect on yourself first? i may not be 100% perfect in working. but i worked harder than other people. do fires, i die die dont down fries. do runner, i chiong as fast as i can. im very sure you saw everything i did.










--- i know who you are. dont be such a hypocrite. just side 1 person, either me or rashid or get out of our matters. dont come to me and tell me what rashid say hes going to do to me and go to rashid and tell him what i wrote in msn and my blog. dont be so 2 faced can? you only make me despise malays even more. you're such a bitch.

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Friday, March 27, 2009

im tired, despite the 7 hours sleep i had. ):

mdm heng was talking about inspirational quotes during chinese. there is a quote that inspires me alot. don't limit you challenges, challenge your limits. yup, that's the one we have on the school walls. it really motivates me alot. you guys should go find a quote that inspires you too! :D

i'm in for the teacher's mentor thingy !!! omgosh, i dont want to go. ): anyway i chose mr tan tze siong as my first choice !!! HAHA. i dont get why so many of you say he's not a good mentor, even himself. i seriously think he's a good teacher. at least he teaches emaths well.

my brother's telling me "when i'm in primary school, there's no such thing as PSP." hes so dumb! of course i knew. im even older than him -,- i rmb when i was still in primary school, the hps then were black and white. no functions at all. haha. technologies improves so fast.

this is to all who are feeling depressed now. CHEER UP ALRIGHT! :D you all have good friends there for you! so many people care for you, so you should not be depressed. your friends will be worried. stay happy! :D

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

fuck, im going to slander 2 person here.

first up, Shafiyah

you think you 2nd ASSISTANT manager then very big uh? NO. you're only big in 1 way, that is you're fat!

you always schedule me to finish work late at night and start work early in the morning the next day {when i didnt request for it}. you think i what? robot or your dog? i no need to rest and sleep is it. youre freaking playing with my timing. im NOT any time any day crew. you have absolute no right to do that.

secondly, i requested to learn transition NOVEMBER 2008. you say, what till when got chance then let me learn. alright, i wait. i asked so many times "when you letting me learn", all you said was "wait". then on FEBUARY 2009, i asked again, "when can i learn transition". you replied "now you never work so much i let you learn for what?". fuck, then why didnt you let me learn during NOVEMBER 2008 when i work EVERYDAY?! then now you say you're not letting me learn cos i seldom work. ain't you taking advantage of me?

thirdly, whenever you last minute ask me to go down to work, I GO. i fulfilled ALL your requests. even when you extend me when im unwilling. but when i request off, you simply reject! example, during valentine's day. you told me you're not approving anyone off. but you're so "nice" to let me choose i want to work in the morning or night. i thought that your really nice! but no. you actually approved yuming and brenda off! fuck or what? you're just making use of me.

next on the list, RASHID.

same to you, what if you're the 1st ASSISTANT manager? you're still a ASSISTANT manager! not even a manager yet. count yourself lucky that there's no store manager and you can take charge of the store.

i told you once, twice, & THRICE about why i want to quit. all you do was side with that big fat SHAFIYAH! you even threatened me that if i quit, you'll blacklist me. wow, how resonable can you get. you also very big uh, ASS very BIG!

now, i officially quit. i know why you want to wait for 3 months latr to auto terminate me. so you can write negative comments about me, such as "irresponsible crew. just went mia for months. even the system terminated her".

i called you and asked can you release my name from the system because i want to work in another macs. the RM of that store told me to talk to you. i did what she say, and guess what. everything went totally opposite of what we expect!

me: can you release me from the system?
rashid: why?
me: i want to work at another store
rashid: what makes you so sure they'll hire you?
me: they WILL, if you dont blacklist me
rashid: i wont blacklist anyone BUT they wont hire you

HOW DESPICABLE IS HIM?! HES ACTUALLY GOING TO DO SOMETHING TO MAKE NO MACS WILL HIRE ME!

me: you should know why i quit. its because you and shafiyah make use of me
rashid: since when we make use of you, you too sensitive.
me: she played with my time and you dont let me learn transition
rashid: not as if you want learn thn can learn. must wait mah
me: FUCK, i waited for FIVE months. FIVE. long enough alr kay!
rashid: you're only a part time crew, WHAT YOU WANT?!

fuck, he's treating me unfairly. when other people can learn new stations, why can't I?! moreover, i waited for 5 months. they even dont let me learn initiator, assembler, grill and breakfast kitchen. i put in so much effort to work. i even spend my own time staying back to learn kitchen for many many days. cant they fucking appreciate it. & now, i want to quit he give me all sorts of nonsense!

me: i put in alot of effort to work you know.
rashid: i know you put in alot of effort, i can see.
me: then release my name can?
rashid: why should i? you cannot ask me to do anything, who you think you are?

FUUUUCK. I DID SO WELL ALR. STILL WANT DO THIS TO ME. YOU KNEW I PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT, YET YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE NO MACS WANT TO HIRE ME.




the 2 of them just fucking make me turn into a racist against malay. so its not my fault that im racist against malay. they dont even fit to be ASSISTANT manager!

like i've said, treat me nicely, i'll treat you even nicer.

managers like winnie should get promoted instead of those 2 fucking bloodsuckers. winnie is simply so nice. she grant the crews' request as much as she can. & shes fair towards all of us. thats how a manager should be. managers should not be unfair, make use of crew, threaten crew, be unreasonable.

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i feel so frustrated! i want to start my life all over again.






I LIKE OWJ. ; its beyond my control.

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

my brother's phone spoilt so he took one of my phones. dont message my prepaid number anymore if you have it. it'll only be back around nov or dec. just message my usual number. will notify when my prepaid's back.

also, i won't be online anymore. probably only once every few days, for a short while. cause i have no time for studies alr. so sms me!

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

i want a tongue and lip piercing! ): but i think i'll regret after piercing cause it'll leave a scar on my tender skin {bhb!} & its painful -,-

got back my progress report. badly done, i'll say. to other of my classmates may be very well done, but no. i want better. i want As. only got 1 A now. which is emaths! moreover its an A2. im aiming A1 for emaths. non of my score hit my expectations. nvm, i'll just put in a little effort, thats all i need (:

i want to quit that scrabble comp.

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fuck, so unhappy with everything.

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@#$%^&* !!!! not even sleeping at this time. its 1:08. 1:08!! i just finished the last half of my matrices hmwk. i did my bio mindmap wrongly so i just threw it away. its equivalent to doing nothing! totally clueless on how to do my physics worksheet.

and guess what. i am so not going to sleep yet. i'll play my brother's psp, THEN sleep. since my brother's in camp :D. so lonely without him around uh.

alright whatever. i'll go clear my stuffs now.

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Monday, March 23, 2009

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

okay, i have a photo to post































haha, cant see? aww, so sad.





i didnt even posted it -.- since brenda asked me to blog, i blog.

brenda: keep that photo well ah. dont tell anyone. DONT!.

went to nette's house for emaths tuition then my aunt's house for poa tuition. i swear i'll work hard for o's. that all for today. my boring life. bye.

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went down to bugis today. caught "mall cop" with zhiting. its good (: hilarious. first time i go out with her only. just the 2 of us. and we went shopping :D first time!

oh and guess what, i got that handsome guy's number! the one frm bgv.

so many people quit. andy, yuming and i. not too sure about the others but i know some are quitting. i hope rashid down crew until he die.

said "bye" to peeps in macs, since i quit. officially. i almost cried when i say bye to anuar. he's the one who taught me all my basics, lobby, fries, cashier, runner. he taught me procedures. i could work so well was all because of him. hes a good crew leader (: THANK YOU ANUAR!

slacked around and went home. zhiting had her dad to fetch her so i went home by myself.

think i saw brenda's friend on the mrt today. so qiao.

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Friday, March 20, 2009

5pm: punched in.
6:54pm: break

i was having my break, break no pay de kay!

rashid: ah girl, bring these {2 inner cones} to the kiosk ah
me: i eating lah, wait can?

5 minutes later when i bring the cones over.

rashid: other people ask you to do things then you do, i ask you to do then you wait wait wait.

{mind him! 5min only, what he want huh?!}

me: ay, personal is personal, work is work.

{since i brought the cones over during my FREE time, he should be thankful alr}

rashid: since you say personal is personal, work is work, you cannot choose station latr
me: okay but if you ask me be cashier, i'll punch out. i having sore throat.
rashid: you want punch out right? you can punch out now.
me: fine lor, i go home now. i want my wallet.

and there, home i go.

i feel so proud of myself and went around telling people.
if you treated me nicely, i'll put my whole heart into macs. if you treat me like your dog, i'll treat you even worse. seriously, they match so perfectly, 1 and 0. i hate them so much. i quit is mostly because the two of you. you two should really do some reflection.

im like coughing non stop? gawd. if only my coughing would stop. but i hate cough medicines. the taste taste so horrid.








i should have went down earlier so i could see you. i dont mind if i saw your gf, i only wanted take a glance at you. imy so much.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

poa extra lessons. poa graded test tmr. omg! confirm fail. cause i dont know how to do the analysis, i only know how to do the backwards method -,- thanks so much to myself for skipping lessons.

not going for tuition today. will go on sat instead. so tired ):

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

i hate people who take advantage of me.
keeping quiet doesnt mean i approve.
silence need not nessecarily means consent.






went work. late for 2hours. ended at 4.30pm. went home with aishah. work sucks, you suck too. regret going to work.

i have not done my elearning work yet ): i dont want to go for poa extra lessons tmr. damn.

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

its retribution, i know it. im glad that i have the fond memories you gave me, at least.



i changed my blog song. this song mean so much to me. (:

down with flu for manymanymanymany days. 2 wks i think. have yet to subside. went to see doctor today. ate the medicine but it has no effect on me ):

e-learning day tmr and friday. i want to work tmr morning. but of course i won't if im still sick.

i know i've changed. its beyond my control. i dont want it either. how i wish i can be the old me.

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

it is such a happy world, isnt it?

cut labour, cut cut cut, then cut onto me lah. its always me who kena cut. why not other people? i dont care if you see this. but you're taking advantage of me! and its not once or twice, its all the time. i know i said i dont want to work on sundays. but way before i said that you've alr cut my working time on sun! or even not schedule me. now you even not schedule me on sat. you know i need sundays off now and you say"i let you sat off, sun come work". please leh! i want sat off for what! its sunday that i need. you said sat let me off was also because you're cutting me! and everytime when you need me i help you to work. sometimes you schedule me to finish work at 11.30pm and the next morning start at 7am? i did all your requests. you're so unappreciative. i will say i have done my work. you dare say i didn't? i put my whole heart into work. what did you give me in the end? whats wrong with you. you're so fucked up!

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alright. i wrote that was because some people still got to work on every sats and suns. their labours didnt got cut, not even once. im not referring to full timer. so why should she cut mine? its very unfair. and its every weekend! >:(











common test marks overall good.
maths: 27/35
geog: 19/25
ss: 13/25
phy: 14/20
bio: 8/20
poa: 13.5/25
eng: fail.

i think these scores are acceptable. just that i'll have to work hard during o's.

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Monday, March 9, 2009

school ended off with a good note today. when the teacher told me "非常好" for my chinese oral. is "非常"! (: *it means excellent or very good, if you dont get it.

but guess what. i failed my english. its confirmed that i'll fail. because the highest in class for summary is 14/25. and i scored 10/25 for my compre. so even if im the highest(which most likely, no) i'll be getting 24/50. how pathetic.

anyway i passed my ss. its good enough. good enough for common test (: im confident i'll score way much better in O' levels.

i believe in PRACTISE MAKE PERFECT and HARD WORK DOES PAY OFF. :D

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

yaaaaay. bought a dress, spag top & belt today. i want to buy more. if only i had the money. ):

went frm toa payoh to orchard. went around the whole of orchard. saw weiliang and accompanied him to smoke. tsk, smoking is not good for health, weiliang. stop smoking!

e-learning day on thurs and friday. meaning i'll have 4 days of break straight and only school on monday, tues, and wednesday! omgosh, how cool is that? (: but dont envy me. i have to go back to school everyday during march holiday.

caught "kung fu chefs" ytd at ehub with my mum and bro. its nice and funnnnnny. should watch should watch. heh (:

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Friday, March 6, 2009

i've learnt so much
no show-ed for work today.

the "yi qie wan mei II" show is darn good. i think its very educationing cum meaningful cum entertaining. should have more of these kind of shows.

shumin was scratching me as though shes a cat in class today. okay, she does that everyday.

hmmmm. im not working tmr. shall go and watch movie (:

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

i dont get people. you feel low so what? there's so many other people out there experiencing stuffs even worse than you yet they did not say anything. and you? just abit and you say you cannot tolerate. what's wrong with you.




ytd was the first time i cried out of happiness in my life (: i hope the next time will be when i collect my O lvls results. i swear i'll score better than everyone and excel.

alright. i got back my emaths and geog paper ytd. JOYOUS! :D i top in class for both.

was expecting to get back my bio, ss & eng paper today. buuuuuut, got back bio only. okay, whatever. i only failed bio so far. but my science still pass overall (: i cant wait to receive my ss and eng paper!

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Monday, March 2, 2009

i finally rose from the bottom of the sea.
i'll take a deep breath before sinking even deeper down.

chinese mye paper was average(?). at least i managed to finish my paper. lessons as usual from tmr. sian.

working on fri D: . i'll just no show if im working on sunday. alr told her i cant work on sundays. its not my fault. *rolls eyes*

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