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Monday, November 30, 2009 i didnt slept & wanted to buy hair dye so i followed my maid and grandaunt to the market today. i was looking after my nephew outside the shop&save & this ahma spoke to me. ahma: your maid take care of him ah? me: ya ahma: how old is he? me: 2 years old. but he looks very big right! ahma: haha ya, so you not working uh? (she thinks i'm the mum) me: nono! he's not my son! i'm his aunt. ahma: ohoh, sorry. so are you married? me: (thinking in my head; ): i'm only 16!!) so what if i'm aunty-ish. hahahaha. i dyed my hair & it looks orangey brown now! i never thought i'd buy this colour. because it looks kinda hideous to me on the box. the shopkeeper was recommending it to me since i wanted something obvious. it turned out nice :D but uh, its brown on the top and black at the bottom. because my hair's too much for the dye -.- asshole dropped the daffadil at 1:07 PM [comment] *** i've came to a conclusion that i'll study A.math for the holidays! i bet you're thinking that i've gone crazy. hahaha! i want to do A.math then take private O's next year. not bad eh :D i guess i cannot live without studying ): unless i get myself a job. asshole dropped the daffadil at 1:48 AM [comment] *** Sunday, November 29, 2009 I'M SO EXCITED, BECAUSE GCE O LEVEL RESULTS DAY IS ON JAN 2010. hehehehe. kay, this is weird. there's 1 month + 2 weeks more to results day. nonetheless i'm still excited lah. i totally block all information-from-textbooks from my brain, seriously. if you were to ask me something, i won't be able to answer. because i won't even think!! haha! alright. i'm thinking of giving E.maths tuition. some stupid people tell me that the syllabus next year is different from mine. i just saw the syllabus, not difference kay?! i dreamt of receiving results the night before! & i failed my E.maths & scored only 4/40 for POA paper 2 (when paper2's total marks suppose to be 60). make me so worried now ): should i go JC or Poly? i want to go JC because i wanna take A levels. but i want to take up tourism/hospitality/resort course in Poly! My mum was hearing me complaining idk where i wanna go & she told me "ask Jeanette lah". Jeanette forever give me good advices. eg, when i decide to retake MT Os or not. she told me not to, because the chances of me getting an A1 is slim, so better save the time for other subjs. i knew that very well and agreed with her. but i still end up retaking. i think i very stubborn eh. i know what's the best for me but i always go for what i prefer instead. ): kaykay!! i hope my 2nd MT results won't disappoint me!! as well as the others (: asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:57 AM [comment] *** Saturday, November 21, 2009 i'm still awake at such unearthly hour (its 6.20am now) ! surprised? guess not. i don't feel like sleeping yet but there's nothing for me to do ): i think i got tanner, by simply staying at home everyday. & its raining cats & dogs everyday, no sun!!!!! so i have no idea how i got tanner. maybe i've become oilier. oh and i gained weight, again ): i cannot stop eating & am always hungry. i have 1 heavy meal every 2 hours!! can you imagine? i gain 1kg a week. i'll be 100kg in no time. idk what else to say about. but i don't want to stop typing. because i seriously don't have anything to do. hahaha. sorry to make you people read all these nonsense. SO, if anyone have jobs recomendations, TELL ME! i'm desperate for job ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:15 AM [comment] *** Thursday, November 19, 2009 I MISS MY FATHER! asshole dropped the daffadil at 3:48 PM [comment] *** it has been raining for the past few days. it's so cold that i became sick!! what to do, i'm sensitive to low temperature. my holiday life= sleep, eat, play, sleep, eat, play (and the cycle goes on). i sleep later and later each day. from 2am, to 3am, 4 am, 5am and now 6am!! & i wake up at 2pm. this happens everytime when its holiday. it's hard for me to differentiate if it's monday, tuesday, wednesday, etc, or what because i don't have to know since i dont have to go to school any longer. i like this kind of life :D weird. one bad thing, I NEED $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. my mum's bday is coming up and i don't have the $ to buy what i want for her ): sigh. i need to find a job fast!! asshole dropped the daffadil at 3:37 PM [comment] *** Sunday, November 15, 2009 I feel so happy. Because i stay at home everyday now & i watch tv, read "lao fu zi", sleep & eat. Perfect lifestyle. Job interview tmr. Hopefully i'll pass the business test & they'll hire me. HAHA. Last thing, happy birthday weiliang. asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:52 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, November 11, 2009 today marked the end of O levels (for me). the thought of not having to go to school for probably half a year makes me go crazy! can imagine not? what to do in half a year. :D so delighted. there's so much i want to do. go escape, wild wild wet, take up courses (my mum wants me to learn backing), put on braces, get a job, go out with ym, elith, linda, hc, etc etc. i'm so so so so so excited! thought feeling not much of difference from when i'm having Os. there are people who's gonna burn their books. i think i'll do the same, to my worksheets. they're piling up in my room, making my room look like a rubbish dump. but for the books, i'll give them to my cousin or whoever that needs it :D. so tell me if you need any, i'll see if i have it. asshole dropped the daffadil at 5:13 PM [comment] *** Sunday, November 8, 2009 i'm going to start revising for MCQ and MT already! this will be the last leap to make everything i've done worthwhile. (though its just last minute work) quote of the day: If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes. asshole dropped the daffadil at 3:58 PM [comment] *** Friday, November 6, 2009 FINALLY NO MORE TEDIOUS PAPERS. SAY BYEEEEEE! i wanted to give up on biology this morning because i spent the whole night studying & felt like vomiting and fainting in the morning. & because i only started last night, i only managed to finisg revising half of everything. but still, for the sake of the pretty marks on my O level cert, i bear with the pain and went for the paper. apparently, the paper was average!! thanks god! luck is on my side i guess. almost all papers this year is easier than last year. next: MT paper 1,2 & science MCQ! before i study for those, i'll have a "long rest" till tmr evening (: asshole dropped the daffadil at 5:01 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, November 4, 2009 i've not eaten since this morning, from 5 am till probably 10 or 20 minutes ago? i'm having gastric so pity me and pray for me! haha! but anw the paper was alright. physics was easyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. alright i wont be online till sat. pssst, i drank 7 packets of coffee today! asshole dropped the daffadil at 4:52 PM [comment] *** Tuesday, November 3, 2009 I THINK 999TRILLION OF MY BRAIN CELLS DIED ALREADY. (okay, probably not) but seriously i feel so sick. mentally sick. i like studying but who on earth studies 24/7?! maybe there are people who does that but defnitely most don't!! & i haven't been sleeping & having my meals regularly either. now my gastric has worsened ): the worst worst worst thing is that, I AM HAVING MY GEOG PAPER TMR YET I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR IT. i know i shouldn't complain because i brought all these upon myself. but at least i don't push the blame to others. apart from studying geog, i have to go through my physics again as well. thanks god i'm done with phy like 2 wks ago alr. love god. THE MISSION IS TO FINISH REVISING PHY & MEMORISE EVERYTHING IN GEOG TB. SO, IN 12 HOURS, IS STEFFI ABLE TO COMPLETE THE MISSION? PLACE YOUR BET NOW!! *lesson learnt: never ever leave your studies till last min! but last min is obviously better than not studying. asshole dropped the daffadil at 4:17 PM [comment] *** Monday, November 2, 2009 i have a tired soul yet energetic body ): SS was average. thank lord once again. what i wished for came out!!!!! i'm good at bonding sg & i studied bonding sg & bonding sg came out!!!! i love you goddddddd! <3 rekha and xt are studying now & i'm playing comp ): i guess i wont study with them ever again, since they say they cannot study with non-study people. they wasn't referring to me but someone else. but still i think i should not disturb them. i wanna sleep but i simply can't. because i drank 3 packets of coffee this morning. 3 packets in 1 cup of water!!!!!!!!! can die lah. okay thats all for now. GOODBYE. KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. TYVM :D asshole dropped the daffadil at 11:16 AM [comment] *** Sunday, November 1, 2009
like wtf. the ratio of mugging to playing is 1:1. TOTALLY NO POINT MUGGING! & i cannot sacrifice my sleep for studying because i'm a pig. i cannot wake up when i don't sleep enough. & tomorrow's ss!!!!! THE WORST PAPER OF ALL. but i'm still playing the comp as if i've got another 100 years to study. sigh ):
last thing of the day: Dear Lord, Please bless all those who are taking their O' levels. May all of us recall whatever we've learnt in school and apply them during the exam. & may we not panick, be anxious or nervous. Please let us all pass with flying colours. Amen. asshole dropped the daffadil at 2:27 PM [comment] *** |
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