Wednesday, December 30, 2009

i'm starting work next week! i thought i'd never wanna work in Mcd again, but it's okay! not as if i'll work there forever anyway. the pay's pathetic, i'll just take it as extra pocket money. hahaha! & i'll get free slimming sessions. since the heavy work load would make me slim down! so happy. i wanna start work soon. the people there seems nice. & the mgr is sooooooo friendly & helpful! :D

some stuffs i'd like to buy before school reopens (that is, if i get into a JC) :
-books (duh!)
-new pencil case (should i or should i not? if i were to buy a new one, my myuk pencil case would be soooo wasted)
-colour pens/markers (shall get it when i collect my O lvl results. since it's cheaper in school)!
-stationeries
-a new backpack. Dickies, Yakpak, or what? (my dickies' inner lining actually broke ): ; a shop in tampines is selling dickies at $25 currently!)
-uniform. >:D
-new school shoes! or sport shoes! (i'd rather get tennis shoes lor -.-)

that's about it la. first time i'm looking forward to school reopen. because i believe year 2010 is a "new year, new start, new school, new environment, new friends" for me! obviously as well as for other O level candidates lah.

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I'm gonna work in Mcd again.

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it's so "late" + i'm sleepy + my eyes are hurting BUT I JUST CANNOT GO TO SLEEP. how how how?!?!?!?!?!

i'm hungry but i cannot eat and don't feel like eating. HOW AH?

& my weight is stagnant, it wouldn't go down (or rather, hard to lose weight). SO HOW?! ):

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

i wanna find someone to quarrel with ):

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

I've been watching this
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it's so entertaining+ interesting+ nice+ exciting la! conan's so smart. there's 560 episodes, i wonder when i'll be able to finish watching all.

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Friday, December 25, 2009

So annoyed. My mum would come home everyday with sweet stuffs like doughnuts, chicken pies, beef balls, et cetra and ask me whether or not i wanna eat. the whole family know that i'm on diet! but they just have to ask me whether or not i wanna have those junk food everyday. seriously, it's very irritating eh, i have to reply them with "i on diet lah!" all the time. so sick of saying this alr. >:( i think they ought to take up great responsible for me being fat. because they buy so much for me to eat, whether i want or not ): my mum even go "you sure you don't want eat ah?" (in the wanting-to-tempt me tone). & she forever complains that i'm fat. damn them ):

& i'm not celebrating xmas by myself this year. it'll be like past years, those cousins of mine will be coming over. but no buffet this time round, my aunt will be cooking. i'm not gonna eat anyway!!!! but got meesiam ): sigh. shall save my stomach for better food during CNY.

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omg, i cannot wait for 2009 to be over.

MERRY XMAS PEOPLE.

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

instead of going out with zt today, i went out with my cousin. it was a last minute thing, so its not like i pangsehed zt on purpose (she have her friends with her anyway).




(i thought the domokun was cute and huge so i uploaded it :D)


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i'm feeling sucky for the past few days (& i think i'm sucky too, maybe i really am). i feel bad, like seriously!! along with a whole lot of stress as well.

zt asked me to go out tmr. but i gotta save some money ): they're gonna watch avatar, i want too! but too bad for me lah. & my bro just reminded me of sherlock holmes. confirm will watch that, can't wait. it seems extremely interesting.

i might be spending xmas by myself in my cosy house, since i've got no money. its so sad eh, don't you agree?

i'm kinda slow but, XIAXUE'S GETTING MARRIED! (http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/). her love story is a must read. it feels so unreal but sweet at the same time. super touching. *thumbs up* so happy for her.

as the day for O levels results to release draws near, i'm having my expectations lowered. i think a pass would be very good for me alr (though i won't be very happy) since i really didnt studied. regret of my life (for now, at least). super worried for combine humans. so afraid that i'll get a F9, because i went into the examination hall with 0 knowledge in my head. there haven't been a day where i could forget about O levels results. i just hope the day could come sooner and i can be freed!

approx 22-24 days more. can't wait.

ps. i just read something that made me "kinda happy". but i'm back to my sucky mood again. so going to tell so many pple this news tmr! muahaha.

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

i think some people are fucking dumb. born stupid nvm, but don't put in a single effort to make yourself btr minds. its not as if idk you don't like me (i dont like you as well). you could have make the effort to get someone else to ask me. think i'll be so gullible to tell you meh. even if you got someone else to ask me, i won't say either. cause i'm not dumb! when i received the msg i knew there were smth up alr ( it's not like you would msg me usually). so this portion is to say

YOU ARE DUMB AND I AM SMART.
(directing to some people)




anywaaaaaay, today's beef day. i had beef noodles in the morning, beef balls when i got home, & lastly beef steak for dinner. & i gained weight again. almost 10kg in the past 9 months. but cannot help it, i cannot resist food. i'm born to eat.

& i realised N level's avg grades are around 12-16. I FEEL SO NERVOUS/EXCITED/ANXIOUS/THRILLED/HAPPY/UNDESCRIBABLE FOR O'S LAH.

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tsk, im starting to sleep late again. ): gotta wake up early later to follow my mum to jurong. bet she'll make me carry her stuffs (she's bringing a radio to exchange) -.- BUT I'LL GET TO EAT BEEF NOODLES. MUAHAHAHA. i think the last time i ate that was more than 6 months ago.

i've been playing fable 2 for the past 2 days. then today, i realised that my char can get STD! i think it's so cool, haha! even sims 2 doesnt have STD. speaking of sims 2, i wanna buy sims 3. so sick of sims 2 alr ):

one last thing before i end this post. i feel so proud for all those that promoted to 5N! seriously. all of you scored well :D you guys made me feel so happy!!!!!!!!!!

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

N level results tmr!! I'm feeling so happy, though i'm not receiving results. it's because this means that O levels results day coming up soon! kay, 1 more month, so exciting.

All the best to everyone receiving their results tmr! esp brenda & elith. :D

aym & ayk had been staying in my house for the past 4/5 days. so much fun k. we played halo 3 tgt! hehehe. my bro went to buy another controller for his xbox360 elite cause we had only 2, & 2 person play xbox no fun. i wanna play kungfu chaos, but xbox spoilt. no one wanna fix my xbox. how ):

my bro's gonna buy band hero, soon, i think! :D so happy! because it seems fun. & he's using his $, not mine. hehe, & i get to play! maybe i'll chip in a little. he spent like almost a thousand on xbox360 elite alr + all the miscellaneous. make me kinda heartache. $1000 T_T

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

I think its so unfair. Those past year pupils (inc last year) had at least 3 months (so that they could go for the internship, or whatevershit, programme in jc). & there's only 2.5months for this year ):

Gotta go buy book with my bro on tues. sigh. i don't wanna go to his school, since its full of bengs and lians. he's getting his long pants alr. yay! :D hope he doesn't have to go customise because of being too fat!

short of moolahs now. no job, no income, nothing. may be working in mcd again.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

guess what i ate today. a kfc drumstick, fishball noodle, ljs, ananas cafe nasi lemak + chilli tofu. the food make me feel like im burning and im feeling sleepy ):

watched couple retreat since there wasn't case 39. it was a kinda dirty movie. hehehe. but damn humorous lah. i enjoyed it. first time i watch a NC16 movie in theatre :D i like the yoga part because it was really funny. hahaha. i would rate it 3.5/5 though. because some part i felt like sleeping. but on the whole, HILARIOUS.

i wanna eat seoul garden. its been months since i last had it. im so gonna eat it when i meet elith, since she love buffet so much! haha! we can enjoy a good few hours eating and becoming fatties tgt.

& i coincidentally saw some ahlian and ahbeng from a group of gangsters which i dislike alot today. >:( seriously. its the 2nd time i see people from that group since holiday began. main thing is they only (or rather often) hang out in either white sands/ ehub arcade to play jubeat. and i havent really been to those arcade for quite some time alr. i only pass by white sands to take mrt. & i could still bump into them. fate huh -.-

.:. I dont really like ahbengs/lians ):

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

meeting up with zt tmr, again. this time along with hp. i think i've met zt for 3 times in the past 2 wks. i've never gone out with her so much before. so many people love to say i like zt ): but i no longer like her kay!! believe it or not. it's an old news , don't be outdated alr. hehehe >:D

okay, so we're watching case 39 tmr! i'm so excited :D hehehe. then i'll go out with deesha on thurs! haven't seen her ever since school closed. we can work tgt! yay! :D

i'm so happy because i won't be rotting at home for the next 2 days (at least). feel happy for me! haha!

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

look at this!! cute not?! :D





I like the effect. hehehe.

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

i've gotten my ibanking! only recalled now. heh. cool or what?! though i dont have money in my bank at the moment (since i spent all), its still cool. i'm gonna activate it later with my mum's help! :D

ever since i've gotten fatter and fatter, i cannot fit into all clothes that i buy online. which makes me kinda sad. because they're so nice & it's a waste of money. but i still bought alot though. (this explains why i'm broke most of the time). but this parcel came in today, & i could fit in!! i was so happy. okay, just sharing the happiness of "a fatty able to fit into clothes" feeling. (:

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food last night was sumptuous. i think i ate 10 prawns like seriously! prawns are nice but i seldom eat so many. we had tepanyaki & steamboat instead of bbq, since it was raining. spent a happy 3 hours eating. rekha's brownie was damn nice as well. i cannot bake, i can only use those flour that are pre-made, all you have to do is to add eggs and milk that kind ):

(we met up at 6+ almost 7)
me: eh i very tired i wanna go home at 7+ or 8+.
rekha: k la.

& i went home at 10+ instead. hahaha. i really was tired, was sleeping before i left my house. and xt actually made me wait for 30min for her! >:(

while i was waiting for xt i saw shumin. i miss sitting beside her in class. she's so funny. & she's always meow-ing. sigh.

i think rekha's laptop's effects for photographs are superb! they're reaaaaaaaally cool. hehe.

kay, we'll have a movie marathon next! i wanna watch horror shows :D

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Friday, December 4, 2009

my head's hurting like shit ): it feels like something's squashing it, since last night. sigh.

going rekha's bbq later. didnt want to go initially but still decided to go in the end. oh well. anyway i've been staying at home for almost the whole holiday alr. shall go out and breathe some fresh air :D

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

i'm feeling lethargic ): am i sick or is it because i sleep in the morning and move around in the night? but anyway i'm not nocturnal any more. i sleep at ~8pm and wake up 3am. hehehe. maybe will get better after some time.

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i went job hunting with zt! i think i won't be working for this holiday, since i have only like 1.5-2 months left till school reopen. no point.

so i met her at tana merah. we laughed like mad because a guy beside me was digging his nose! haha! so hilarious. we went to plaza sing first, followed by marina square then bugis. my leg almost break from all the walking and i couldnt walk in a straight line in the end. zt even said she wanna go swinging at pasir ris park before going home. i think it'll kill me ):

there's cotton on at white sands now! hehe :D

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i cannot take H2 maths if i go JC! unfair. just because i didnt take Amath ):
& i wanna take H1/H2(see which permits me to) chinese lit/general studies in chinese + chinese H2.
okay, i'm so crazy. i've never thought i'll be so enthu to study before -.-

i'm feeling sleepy now. because i woke up at 2am after a 4hour++ sleep. but i can't sleep now, because i'm meeting zhiting later at 2pm. ):

rachel's giving me her amath tb! hehe. :D

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