Sunday, January 31, 2010

gonna dye my hair black later. so saddening k ): but my hair would be golden-brown no matter what. because i dyed jet black last year, and it still turned into golden-brown within a couple of months. so golden-brown is now like my natural hair colour. have to dye black anyway, because i wanna be a "guai kia". i dont want to make my team lose points tmr because i didn't pass my attire check. the team would start with negative points if we really got our points taken away. i thought of using the temp black hair spray but i'm worried that black sweat will drip when i perspire. LOL. ps, the orientation make us all perspire alot k.

maybe going out with zt, rekha & deesha tmr. we made a deal to meet up at least once every month so our friendship wouldn't fade. hehe, so nice of us right :D school's ending at 3pm tmr.

some things that make me look forward to tmr:
-CHEERS
-YJ BANJA
-see my new friends (:
-see my OGLs
-buying school uni!!

some things that make me NOT looking forward to tmr:
- MASS DANCE -.-
-change to CTG = new grp = no friends! :(
-lotsa perspiration
-tiring activities

seriously, i don't feel like making new friends again. since so many girls' mouth wouldn't open. as if there's gold in it!! when i say "hi", they'll just ignore me -.- and most of them wouldn't take the initiative to talk eh. all so paiseh. so how to make friends huh?! i don't feel like talking to the guys either. no matter what i'll just have to try making friends with strangers tmr, because the purpose of orientation is to bond -.-

pray i get the combi i chose. but maybe i won't get it. cause it's hybrid. grrrrrrr. hope there are pple with the same combi as me.

edit:

i just dyed my hair. 2nd time to dye black. it's freaking hard to rinse the hair thoroughly. i took like more than 30min to remove the dye from my hair and disappointing enough, there's still some left. SO, if you can don't dye black, then don't!

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OMG, I WANNA GO

TO SCHOOL, SAY CHEERS

AND DO THE YJ BANJA NOW! ):
but i don't wanna do mass dance still!
i cannot believe i'm actually missing school alr.

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Saturday, January 30, 2010

before i slept last night, there was a particular scene repeating in my head. it was the OGLs/ us saying cheers!!! i think we did too many cheers that i cannot stop. LOL. but i only shouted for some of the cheers, not all. since the day was so tiring & i dont wanna get sore throat ):

i slept throughout the whole night without waking up! it proves that i'm super exhausted kay. and i didnt really dream. i never dream = very very tired. hehe! so i still felt weak after waking up today. guess its because i walked too much ytd. btw the weather's freaking hot. it always drizzles abit in the noon then stop like after couple of minutes. why not just have a big pouring rain!!

& i heard we're gonna do mass dance again next mon/tues. omgggggg, someone save me please!! ): maybe i'll just absent myself or something. mass ance would be the last thing i'd wanna do.

jeanette has been giving me alot of advices. must really thank her! otherwise i wouldn't know which subj to take. (:

Btw i've given CLL up. because MT would be enough for me, since i can score well for it. even if i took CLL, it wouldn't be of any use when i go into the Us, will it? so i chose H2 phy, maths, econs and H1 geog. i really like geog. but ever since i've lost interest in it during sec 4, my grades dropped from an A to a C. jialat. hopefully the same thing wouldnt happen again.

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Friday, January 29, 2010

feeling weak now. ): because i didn't eat much today (bread, some noodles and some rice) and the orientation was very tiring. i don't like mass dance man. my stomach is churning now, so uncomfortable. hungry but dont feel like eating.

the guys totalllllly turned me off. usually i can communicate with guys better because the topics i can talk about with them is alot more. (ps. i don't usually talk about shopping, salon, stars etc -.-) but apparently i made friends with all the girls but zero guys. & obviously some things happened which makes me annoyed with the guys.

i wont say it wasn't fun though. it was still fun. but people would think about the unpleasant stuffs more than the happy ones right.

anyway some nice things to talk about. we played "eagle catch chick" (translated from chinese) with balloons tied to our heels. but no eagle, instead, we have 2 groups of chicks. so we go around bursting each other's balloon. it was super fun (: but the sun was scorching hot.

the drink there is cheap also. $1/bottle! not bad eh :D i cannot think of any more nice stuffs alr. it'll take so long to list all out. but i'll say yj is a very good school. you dont look at JC based on cop. i mean, obviously those single points JCs are good. but dont think that yj is bad because it's cop is 20. it's a very good school k. no regret getting into yj (:

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Thursday, January 28, 2010

Worst orientation i've ever attended. but it rocks. the OGLs are so friendly and outgoing. Amelia brings me to the toilet whenever i wanna go, which is like many many times! HAHA. freaking worn out now. because we did so much moving around and it ended at 5plus. i was dozing off when having a briefing for Economics. I'm gonna take H2CLL now. guess what, i don't have to take MT if i take CLL. cooooool!!!! so i have 9units subj now.

i realised quite a number of people from pasir ris goes to that same JC. not bad uh. seriously, i like the OGLs alot! hehe. so glad i didn't make the wrong choice to go there. everything's good except for travelling time. but it's ok, i'll bear with it.

very puzzled now. idk what to take for my H1 subj. taking H2 maths, phy & CLL. but i have 2 minds for the subj i wanna take for H1. Econs, geog, biology or China studies in chinese(CSC)? i don't think i'd wanna take CSC since i'm taking CLL alr. otherwise too many CL subj!! gotta submit my choices by tonight ):

ok, anyway, the time i get to go home suring orientation sucks. because i have to reach sch by 7.40am every morning and get to go home at 4.30pm(tmr), 3pm(mon), 4pm(tues), 5pm(wed), 5pm(thurs), AND LASTLY, 9.30pm (fri). i think it'll kill me!! no time to sleep ): thank god on saturday i can sleep as much as i want. one good thing is that lessons only starts on 17th feb. which is much ltr than many other JCs. not bad. but alone the orientation can kill me alr.

i have to sleep early tonight and recharge myself to 100%. waking up at 530am again tmr morning. sucksssssssss!

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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i just went for a fringe cut. one word, GREAT. my fringe's so short now that i cannot swing it anymore ): i love my fringe & hair alot k. only cut my fringe this time, not my hair. would be so heartache if more of my hair were trimmed off!! anyway, my fringe is real short now ): and ugly. must be because i was cheapskate and went for a $3 fringe cut. LOL. the last time i trimmed my fringe at supercuts were superb. $20 over dollars. but damn worth it. shall go back to supercuts next time. i wouldn't even snip my fringe off if i weren't in JC!

i guess aym is right... he was telling me about how "free" you can be in poly. like, guys can style their hair ( so i can admire, HAHA). if i were in poly, i wouldn't have to cut my fringe ): i cannot afford to break school rules on the first day. but i'm dying to take A levels and get an A level cert. so i'll have to go JC no matter what. and also, my hair is brown!! because i dyed it, like duuuh. hopefully the teachers wont be able to see. hehe.

anywaaaaay, i gotta report to school tmr at 7.30am. i'm kinda looking forward to it (: because deesha's posted to the same jc as i am!! the orientation person (i think it's my grp leader, named vincent) called me up just now and told me what to bring and stuffs. i'm in grp OG16! hohoho, it's so exciting. but will be a loner!! ): they're providing breakfast and he told me not to eat too much before i go to school (so i can eat in school, LOL). i think the school's so sweeeeeet lah, provide breakfast leh. really looking forward to see the principal. i think she'll be very nice & motherly! (:

school would end at 4plus tmr. i wonder what games we'll be playing!! hope it'll be fun :D i also asked vincent what time school usually starts and ends (this qn may seem unimportant, but it's very impt, because it affects the no. of hours i can sleep :x) so he told me school usually starts at 7.40 and ends at 3plus!! woohoo!! so happy.

hopefully i'll be able to cope for the next 1.5 years and do well (:

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this is so going to be my "to-remember" post! LOL.

first thing first, this is my 500th post. kay, not so memorable to remember.

second thing is, i received my sms from MOE at 6.52am and i got into a
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not worthy mentioning the name of the jc anyways. but i still got in. the only thing i wish now is to be able to cope and score well for my promos (:

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I'm in need of money!!!!!!! so troubled now because i have not enough money, even when my allowance's alot more than others. must.get.job.!!!!!!!!!!!! bet my head will be even bigger when school starts because i'll be troubled by studies as well!! & it's almost impossible for me to not worry about the money i have. at the same time, when BC launches new collection, i have to be like a soldier preparing to go to war!! must comment within 3-5min, otherwise i wont get my stuffs. life's too kanchiong alr.

cozycot's lagging like shit now. maybe it's my internet. but no, because other webs are still loading at the usual speed!! it's only cozycot that takes 1-2minOR MORE for every page. or otherwise it'll load for 2 min and have "PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED" on the screeen. zzzzzzzz. what an ass

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found my O level cert & cca report. got my maid to help me search for it, but cannot find my form A. gonna clear my room by tonight so will keep a look out for it. pray that i won't accidentally throw it away with other piles of paper.

changed my mind and decided to go out with zt, hp and rekha tmr. we're actually meeting at 5pm -.- i wonder what time i'll reach home after watching movie + having dinner. have to get home as early as possible and sleep so i can go to school the next day.

had a weird dream last night, but quite like it. heheheh >D it's making me have a weird feeling towards someone though.

i love lazing around. feeling like sleeping now. but i just eaten and woke up at 2pm. sian.

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Monday, January 25, 2010

idk if i'm feeling too conscious or what, but i feel that everyone's despising me now. everyone seems to be like avoiding me, except for zt, rekha and some others.

zt asked me to go out on wednesday, but i can't! because i cannot spend my money, since i may start school on thursday. oh maaaaaan. JAE posting results on wednesday, 8a.m. anyway. will wake up specially at 7.55 a.m. to wait for the results.

shall sleep at 12 plus today, 11 plus tmr, & 10 plus/11 on wednesday. so i can wake up early for school. (that is if i gets into a JC lah!). i'm feeling worried since i doubt there'll be anyone which i know over there. i won't have anyone to go recess with, how ): i'm such a loner!!!!! shall be extremely friendly + outgoing + kind + nice on the first day, & try to make more friends. hehehe :D

i actually misplaced my O level results slip + Form A. to be accurate, not ME, but probably my maid when she packs my stuffs. thats why i hate people touching my things!!!!! they'll just anyhow place or throw my belongings away. super angry with this. my mum also took my report book and testimonial and kept it away with her without telling me. i thought it was lost as well! seriously, why do they have to take impt documents of mine and keep it!!!! i should be the one keeping. and i sososo won't let my mum keep my report book again. because she lost my primary school's report book and my PSLE cert!! omg, my PSLE cert is the nicest results i have so far and she lost it. >:( so angry + disappointing. will get my report book + testimonial + form A + O levels results slip tmr and lock them all in my drawer. grrrrrrr.

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Sunday, January 24, 2010

totally no luck getting stuffs online these days.
1, i commented for a dress & didnt got invoiced (meaning it's out of stock by the time i commented).
2, looking for a top, found it many times, but kept losing to other buyer & couldn't get it!!
3, gotten a slot for a blazer ytd but i pay & replied too late, it's out of stock alr!! hopefully the blogshop owner would see my email soon & refund me

GRRRRRRRRRRRR. what luck. hope my luck would be better soon ):

*edit

Cancelled point 3 because i got the blazer! wheeets. luck is back. :D

I'm 95% recovered alr, just that some mucus are still stucked in my head. my mucus damn colourful, not only i have clear mucus, i have green & white as well -.- i know i sound disgusting la.

I think i'll get into JC for sure. Like, gossssssshhhhhh, i don't want school to reopen now ): so used to slacking alr. they shouldn't even give me holidays in the first place, so i won't slack. hehehe. but enough of resting alr. my brains are gonna rot very soon if i don't use it.

haven't been thinking anything about maths, science, whatever subjs i have, ever since Os ended. now i've forgot most of my emaths formulas. oh maaaaaaaaan. my brain shall get back on track soon.

TOTALLY (at least 90% lah) ready to travel to yishun everyday now. hope i don't complain when i really have to go to yishun everyday. heard that yjc's cop was 1around 15 few years ago. but they had a new principal and she thought that 20 pointers can score as well as 10(or whatever point) pointers. so she changed the cop to 20. i like this principal!! hehe. hope life'll be easy with her. not the "no need to study" kind of easy. but "understanding principal that'll look after students" kind of easy. ahhaa. & many had praised yjc, except for saying there's no conduscive evironment to study there. so i'm really looking forward! :D

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Saturday, January 23, 2010

ever seen green mucus not? i doubt so unless you're down with flu + extremely heaty... like i always am ): feeling as if there's tonnes of mucus stuck in my head now. grrrrr. yes, my head. -.-

my jacket hasn't arrived either. luck is so not on my side these days. firstly, sucky mood. secondly, sick. thirdly, lost parcel! forgot to mention, singpost have yet to reply my enquiry too. please work faster, singpost >:( i'm really impatient here.

i think aym's staying over at my house tonight. let's play L4D2. hehe

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I'm not supposed to be awake at this time but i cannot sleep! I opened my email inbox & saw this "the girl can immed ib so i sell to her alr, sorry". like seriously! i wanna get this top & a dress, but so many pple are competing for both of it! i was always the first few to contact the seller but just because i cannot do ibanking (because i didn't submit the form), they sell it to others!!!! grrrrrrr, so much trouble to go through to get a dress and a top!!!!!!

pray my jacket comes tmr. or i'll wait downstairs on monday for the postwoman to come and ask her "DID YOU STEAL MY JACKET?!"

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Friday, January 22, 2010

Greaaaaat. I've finally enquired SingPost about my parcel. Shall wait patiently (NOT) for their reply. Kept telling myself "maybe it'll come tmr" but noooooooo. Endless tomorrows.

My mother bought takopachi & (fake)shark fins for me just now from pasar malam. wheeeeets. I think i'm really "不怕死" because am so sick but i still eat loads of craps!! I cannot help it anyway. Since all i can eat now is porridge, but there's nothing to go with it. I'm always feeling hungry for the past 2 days since there's nothing I could eat. & all of the dishes my grandaunt cooks are either fried or spicy, which i obviously cannot eat!!!!! See how pitiful i am ):

Kay, off to eat another round of panadols now.

(If someone gets me some diarrhoea medicine now i'll feel so happy, -.-)

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BUAY TAHAN!!!!! I WENT TO BATHE AND MY FLU CAME BAAAAACK!! ):

My $33 jacket haven't arrive yet! Hopefully it'll come today ): Otherwise i think it's lost alr & my $33 gone!!

the whole family's feeling unwell except for my mum, which i'm unsure about, & my nephew, which would be terrible if he gets sick since he's still a baby! my brother actually got sick also. hehehe. thanks to me. he seldom gets sick eh, cause he eats lotsa onions & garlics & also shit everything out everyday. but because he had SUBWAY, & i had a bite, he ate my saliva, he's fallen sick!! hohoho. i've warned him but he said that he doesn't care. maybe it'll be better for him if he's sick since he doesn't wanna go to school. btw, he got full marks for emaths & poa test. so happy for him. i think he'll score better for his O levels compared to me next year (:

Gotta buy new contacts + solution + eye drops!!!!!! :D:D

why am i still unhappy when people who's scores are worse than mine are happy.

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guesss whaaaaaat... the reason for why i've been feeling cold for the past few days was... I'M FALLING SICK! last night (not tonight, last night!) i was quite alright before i went to bed. who knows, i woke up 3 hours later and found my throat almost bursting. + i had block nose + runny nose. thank goodness only 1 nostril were blocked, i didn't had to breathe with my mouth! otherwise it really would had been a disaster for me. so i roamed around the house throughout the whole night, in pain, looking for remedies to cure myself. firstly, i gargled salt water. secondly, i drank peppermint+salt tea. thirdly, i drank around, or more than, 15 bottles of water. fourthly, i ate reduce swelling medicine, panadol, strepsils (which i bought in the morning), another kind of panadol, 2 different kinds of flu medicine. see how terrible?! bet my stomach was filled with mixture of different kinds of medicines + whole lot of water. & a super bad thing was, i cannot sleep under air-con!!! not even 27 degree (which i usually set, cos i have nasal allergy). forgot to mention, i used "breathe right" as well!!!! another weird thing is no matter how sick i get, i wouldn't get fever. ever since i fell sick with high fever during sec 1(had fever for a week), i never had fever anymore! oh myyyyyyyyyy. falling sick is definitely one of the top in my "hate list".

so sorry for the lengthy paragraph. hehehe. (ps. still sick now, but much better.)

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Am feeling so tired now. i went to SengKang then to Tampines. I took 1 hour 10 minutes to train to SengKang ok!!!!! i didn't dared to take bus because i'm so afraid that i'll get lost (cause have to change bus). ): collected a bunch of stuffs then went to have ljs, with my cousin. then bus-ed to Tampines, for nothing. -.-

Sososososox100 in need of money now. but no money!!!! i need a job, but i can't work!!!! Someone intro me students to tutor leh. i can tutor Emaths & Chinese. hehehe >:D

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the weather makes me shivers! ok la, its the fan, not so much of the weather. not supposed to use comp now since my mum banned me. because i sleep at near 5am almost everyday & she's angry. but i was sooooo obedient last night that i slept at 12+am! & it's because i just had my "dinner" & felt sleepy. (ps. ppl always feel sleepy after eating).

my bro bought L4D2 on xbox elite 2 days ago. sibeh cool. can play online leh. so fun being the infected and kill the pple!! i wanna try playing HALO3 online now. heheheh. but my mum plucked the wires out, because we're banned from using comp & playing xbox!!!!!!!! whats wrong with her ehhhhhhhhh. i'm having my holidays anyway ):

gonna buy band hero soon! woohoo!!!!

should i eat patamania with my bro ltr not?

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i'm ready to take bus 39 to school everyday alr. at least more prepared than before! i hope school quickly starts before i change my mind. ):

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Monday, January 18, 2010

I just downloaded Audition to play!! If i played it all the way from the day i've started, it would have been 4.5 years alr. but there's about 3 years in btween when i didnt play so it's 2.5 years. now i've become soooooo noob ): but whatever la. i like the mode "rushbeat". so fun. they even have "sorry sorry" on their song list!

Played blackshot as well today (everyday will play). going to play again after blogging. because i dont feel sleepy yet.

10 more days. how.

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Sunday, January 17, 2010

i feel so terrible when i'm alone. that explains why i feel fine when i'm out with my friends. many things are going on in my head when i have nothing to do (except to daydream). the thought of going to&fro Yishun every single day for 2 years (ok, maybe 1.5years) makes me wanna cry. that's not the only thing bothering me. i wonder how my life would be when i chose a path that is 50% i want, 50% i don't want. obviously the travelling to&fro Yishun everyday takes up a big portion of the "50%don't want".

another thing that makes me so worried is that i might not have enough sleep if i travel to Yishun everyday. without/insufficient sleep makes me go crazy, i cannot work properly neither can my body can function as usual. i would go around scolding everyone if i didn't had enough sleep. i heard JCs starts at 7.30am & ends at 5pm most of the time. even my friend who stays in bedok & goes to a JC in pasir ris, she only gets to sleep at 12am every morning. so for me, 12am+2 hours would be 2am. not even counting in the time which i would need to fork out to revise H2 maths. because i hadn't took amaths & it would be very tough for me. by the end of the day, i can only sleep for 2.5 hours or so! because i gotta wake up at 5.30am. how to survive with that, tell me?! no one can do that for 5days in a row!

life seriously sucks. i wanna cry now.

on a lighter note, i've been playing blackshotonline & addicted to it. having fun chopping ppl's heads off in meelee death match & snatching flags+take short-cuts in flag match. the game really rocks to idk where. got to be mvp twice alr, i want more! you've really gotta try. http://www.blackshotonline.com/ tell me if you're playing k. maybe we can versus or play tgt as a team! (: i know my life's boring, playing blackshot, watching detective conan every day. but i still enjoy it.

shall present you with a hilarious conversation:
(a sms conver btween Mr Tan & I)

Me: Hello Mr Tan! I'd like to thank you because i did well for Emaths. it's not that fantastic but still thanks!!
Mr Tan: Glad to hear that. I hope you can go to at least a polytechnic.
Me: I got __ for my L1R5 & going to JC k!!
Mr Tan: ok, all the best to you.

he sounded as if he's belittling me (the bold portion). ): but cannot help it since i didn't do very well. i miss secondary school life like shit. feeling so pressurized now even after completing my Os, taking my results & submitted jae registration. so afraid that i'll go crazy.

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Friday, January 15, 2010

suffering from sore throat. thanks to the chewing gum i ate! whenever i eat chewing gum i'll definitely get sore throat ): it's not the taste that i cannot resist, but i wanna blow bubbles! hehehe. can anyone invent something which i eat & can blow bubbles without having sore throat?!

supposed to meet rekha & zt at 130pm today to play bowling & watch movie. but i overslept and had to change the timing to 230pm instead. because i only slept at 10am ): this sucks, i'm so deprived of sleep. zt had work at 6pm so we had to catch "the spy next door" at 325pm. no time for bowling (i didnt wanna bowl anws). jackie chan never fails to entertain his audiences! his movies are superb and funny. but this is not as good as his other works imho. it's somewhat like "the pacifier" which was screened a couple of years ago. but obviously this is funnier.

okay, jae registration ended today. i can finally have peace ):

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i know it's kind of late but i'm going to write my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION out. been planning of writing only when i receive my results. but i've been drown in disappointment for the past few days ): kay, not so jialat, but still very upset & troubled! i didn't actually thought i would be happy then sad. okay, anyway here are my resolutions

1. Sleep well & eat well (very impt)
2. Mug but have a lil of relaxation at right timings.
3. Save some money & avoid buying unnecessary stuffs
4. Read English & Chinese Newspapers/ Story books every day. (i have a bad habit of not reading)
5. Do extremely well for my promos (most impt of all. but obviously it'll only work out if i accomplish 1,2 & 4)

that's all. not gonna write all those nonsense resolution & have tonnes of them. it'll only make me forget about my resolutions.

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Thursday, January 14, 2010

Life has been so bad for me! I know it may seems alright, but it's definitely not. Feeling as if i'm forced into a dead end now ):

Someone tell me whether if i should retake not. Tell me pleaseeeeeeee, i seriously cannot make up my mind. I need some good advices. (but i would rather be "xin ku" for 2 years than to waste another year)

Have to make up my mind by tonight alr, since i'm going out tmr and cn't amend my registration!

Shall go play L4D now and shoot my troubles away!

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SHOULD I REPEAT MY O'S OR NOT?
(BET YOU'RE THINKING "DON'T BE
SO STUPID!") BUT I'M NEITHER HERE
NOR THERE NOW. IDK WHAT TO DO. HOWWWWWWWWWWW.

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

i keyed my choices alr!!!!

1: JC
2: JC
3: JC
4: JC
5: biomedical science @tp
6: chinese media&communication @np
7: chinese studies @np
8: aviation management&services @tp
9: business/ logistics&operations/ marketing @tp
10: hospitality&tourism @tp
11: banking & financial services @sp
12: business admin @sp

heheheheheh!!

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

idk which courses to choose from eh! i'm not interested in any of the courses offered by poly. but i still managed to get 7 codes onto my worksheet for JAE alr. 5 more to go!! 4 of which are JCs. the other 3s are biomedical science in SP, NP & TP. maybe i'll add in chinese media & communication as well as chinese studies -.- but i cannot imagine my life doing chinese every single day! (though its possible).

i feel so lucky when i realised so many people got so much more worst than me. because some cannot even go to poly & had to go ITE. with mine, i can go to a couple of JCs and 90% of the poly courses. i thanks god for these (:

k, back to deciding which course to take!! shall key in my choices by tonight/tmr

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Monday, January 11, 2010

idk to feel happy or sad, but i know i've gotta feel contented. the effort you put in = the results you get, no kid. not gonna say how much i score, but to many it's quite well. i suppose i top in class for both L1R5 and L1R4.

one thing that actually made me glad was that i scored better this time round for MT. obviously you know how much i get, because there's only 1 grade i can achieve. so happy with myself that i refused to listen to those advices that others gave me and went on to retake. SO TO THOSE PPL, IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!

another thing is, i actually fucking jumped from a F9 (in BOTH prelims 1&2) to B3 for POA! i know a B3 ain't that fantastic & i was aiming for an A initially. but i was delighted because the moderating for POA is extremely high because it's super easy & i only studied for half day+halfday. i'm gonna give myself a pat on the shoulder for this. heheheh. :D

last thing that made me felt touched was... I HALVED MY PRELIMS L1R5 & L1R4. still, my scores aren't fantastic, buuuuuut, still enough alr la.

i'm gonna bathe, sleep and decide which jc (more or less decided on which to apply for)/ poly courses to take when i wake up. goodbye.

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i slept for an hour! not exactly sleep, but semi-conscious. so i woke up and ate smth. 4hotdogs (with lotsa chilli!!) and 1 fried tofu. & i'm super full now. was trying to eat a little only because i have to leave some space for tomyam ltr, but i end up being too full ): i wonder if i'll be able to eat seoul garden tonight.

everyone's going "i'm so scared!" or "i'm so nervous!", etc at fb because of results. but i don't feel anything eh ): i seriously am too weird!!

my brother actually told me not to cry ltr. so sweet huh. but idk what his real intention is though.

if i actually said "no, i'm not going to tell you my results" if you asked, i really mean no! it's my results, not yours, so don't come and cb kpo. i have 101% the right not to tell you. some kns ppl actually came to me & say "you must tell me your results hor, i don't care. because i told you my N lvl results.". i also never force you to tell me. you were so proud that you went to mass send everyone what you got lor -.- even got the cheek to ask me "ay, i score good or not!" & "see, i got the highest among your friend who takes N levels!", trying to imply that you're smart. please la, N level and O level is very different. can score well for O level then say.

k, gotta go buy pens from bookshop ltr because its cheaper thr, & return the school's library books which i've borrowed since last march & only read 10pages.

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

guess what! something so awkward + scary happened. i was in the lift at first storey, i went in, pressed the button and the door closed. it felt like it was going up alr. BUT THE LIFT SUDDENLY STOPPED & THE LIGHTS ON THE BUTTONS WENT OFFFFFF! i was so scared. so i kept on pressing on the alarm. but i thought no one might hear me so i shouted "ANYONE OUT THR?!". after a couple of secs, the door opened and a guy was standing outside. HAHAHA. i think he heard me shouting so he went "the lift stopped ah?" so i said yes in a shivering tone. i think i'd cry if the door actually didn't open.

& i think i lost one of my fbt lor. didn't realise i haven't worn it for daaaaaays alr ):

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i've been annoyed for the past few days >:( i know why, but its not like i can do anything about it. will just make use of the opportunity during the release of results to cry my ass out.

i will prepare a handkercheif, 10 packets of tissue papers & eye drops for that day. it's a must!

speaking of results, (i know i'm saying the same thing over & over everyday) i actually forgot about them for, say, a couple of hours. by the time i rmb, it's alr sunday (past 12a.m.)! so that means 1 more day to go. the anxiety suddenly came back. it seems like time is passing so fast all of a sudden. i can still recall the days that i were taking my paper with less than 20hours of sleep in 5 days (since i was doing last min mugging the day before of my papers -.-). it feels like as though it were ytd ):

ok. must stop all these yakking about results alr. it's just tmr.

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Saturday, January 9, 2010

tsk, the muscles behind my pits, on my stomach are aching. thanks to the exercises i did. not bad, i cannot feel hunger anymore thanks to the pain. i can go on for a whole day without eating. but i have problem moving out from my bed ): not only the stomach hurts, even my waist hurtssssssssssss. oh man.

kay, results releasing in approx 44 hours. but i'm not scared at all. as the day draws nearer, i become more & more calm eh. you can call me weird, i don't care & used to it alr.

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Friday, January 8, 2010

i know i keep on blogging. but so what, i got nothing to do what.

i'm supposed to be asleep since i'm feeling tired alr. but i can't because i'm meeting a buyer who's getting my bc skirt. & my dumb phone got no reception since ytd. i've tried switching on & off for more-than-i-can-count times alr. so annoying >:( thank god my aunt lend me her phone to msg the buyer. heheh.

so hungry now. gonna have chicken cutlet rice later on!! so happy! idk when was the last time i ate that (confirm before i start dieting).

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i'm still awake at this hour. i think i'm crazy. because i did 100x of push-ups (man's style), 100x sit-ups & 1000 rounds of hula-hooping!!!!!!! who does that in the midle of the night huh. so i went on to do another thing after that... which is bathe in the middle of the night! kay, this one still not so bad. after i finished bathing (which is now), i'm feeling kind of hungry so am munching on an apple & using com. how weird can i get.

i used to be able to do 50 push-ups at one go. but now i can't anymore. can only do 15 at one go at most. ):

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay, 2 days has passed! after today, only left with sat &sun to go till results days. sooooooooooo happy.

i'm gonna go to school at 12.45 on monday. because i wanna eat tomyam noodles. heheheh (:

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i was reminiscing about the past (because i listened to "稻香" & reminded me of some stuffs). there are some things which is very, utmost important to me, but i actually forgot about it. i'm feeling so useless now ):

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

omgomgomg, it's confirmed that monday will be results day! it's on the newspaper. will be on the news later on i guess. i'm feeling scared ):

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there's smth for me to complain everyday. ants, construction, my brother, etc. today will be lizards -.- those creepy little thingy made me so paranoid last midnight that i didn't dare to go to sleep ):

1) when i was pushing my roller chair, i accidentally cut of the tail of the lizard. so the lizard ran away leaving its tail thr.the tail was still jumping eh i tell you!

was kinda scared aft this alr.

2) i went to the toilet & a baby lizard at the door (head in the toilet, body outside toilet) stared at me!

so i thought if the lights were on, the lizards wouldnt come. so i left my light switched on throughout the whole night while i were sleeping. ):

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Monday, January 4, 2010

i think results day will be on next monday, most probably. because it'll be between 11th to 13th jan. and the trend is that it'll always on either a monday or friday. even if it's not, results day's still next week!! feels fast & slow at the same time.

SO ANNOYED. MY ROOM & THE COMPUTER AREA IS TOTALLLLLLLLY INFESTED WITH ANTS. THOSE STUPID ANTS WILL ACTUALLY CRAWL ON ME EVERY NOW & THEN WHILE I USE THE COMP. CAN IMAGINE NOT, ITS SO IRRITATING. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF I POUR 100 ANTS ON YOU HUH. MAYBE NOT THAT MANY LAH. & FOR MY ROOM, IT'S SOOOOOOO NOT DIRTY, BUT VERY MESSY. IT'S ACTUALLY VERY CLEAN LOR, JUST THAT MY BOOKS ARE PILED UP UN-NEATLY + THERE ARE HAIR ON THE FLOOR SINCE I SUFFER FROM "HEAVY" HAIR LOSS. BUT THESE DOESN'T MEAN WILL GET ANTS RIGHT. IN MY 16 (GOING TO 17) YEARS OF LIVING, I HAVEN'T SEEN MY HOUSE WITH SO MANY ANTS BEFORE. USUALLY THERE WOULDN'T EVEN BE ANY! PROBABLY ON A COUPLE OF LIZARDS. BUT NO ANTS. HOW. WE'RE SPRAYING INSECTISIDES ALMOST EVERYDAY NOW. IF IT REALLY DOESN'T WORK, I THINK I'LL GET MY MUM TO HIRE PESTS EXTERMINATOR ):

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some stupid drilling going on and woke me up from my sleep. its so loud that it sounded as if its coming from inside my house. ccb. that stupid family above mine is always making noises, like they're renovating their house forever la. it felt like my ceiling were to fall lor. i got so worked up (because i wanna sleep) so i shouted "FUCK, CB LA." & the noise stopped but came but came back aft 10 secs -.-

HDB sucks. the walls & ceilings are so thin. if only i nv moved from my terrace.

kinda glad cos everyone else are at school now but i'm not. i'm the only person at home since my brother went to school, my mum went to work, my aunt+maid+nephew went out.

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Sunday, January 3, 2010

kinda pissed now. my uncle didn't ask who's mashed potato that was on the table & he told my maid to feed it to my nephew. it's mine for goodness sake. now i'm left with nothing to eat since my maid didn't get me dinner ): suffering from gastric now. sigh. i only had a hotdog bread in the cinema for the entire day. i wanna eat nong shim maggie, but no more alr.

& my mum's like shouting out of the window to my nephew, who is on the first storey -.- (i stay on the third storey fyi). so embarassing i tell you. esp when my grandaunt (she stays with us) shout out to her friends(that are on the first floor) "HELLO! HERE HERE, MY HOUSE HERE" to tell them where the house is. seriously, some old ppl don't know what paiseh is lor. she can even shout from one end of the mrt to the other end to chat with her friend.

there were many instances i encounter old ahmas shouting in the bus. super irritating.

A HUNGRY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN.

DAMN ANGRY NOW.

i watched OLD DOGS today. damn hilarious. must watch.

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SO DAMN ANGRY WITH MYSELF NOW.

I WANNA SLEEP BUT MY MIND JUST WON'T GO TO SLEEP.

BEEN TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP SINCE 2 AM.

(SPOUTS VULGARITIES)

GOTTA WAKE UP BY 9.30AM.

SO PISSED.

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Saturday, January 2, 2010

tired. bugis today, bugis tmr. oh man :(
gonna watch OLD DOGS tmr. yay.

GCE O Level
The date of release of the 2009 GCE O-Level Examination results has tentatively been scheduled to fall within the period between11 January and 13 January 2010

can't they push the results day any earlier -.- but it's just about 10 days or so away. since i've waited for 1.5 months, why not wait for another 9-11 days. but seriously i wished that the day can come sooner. otherwise my mind would run wild everyday.

shall go & bathe now. goodbye.

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Friday, January 1, 2010

freaking cold sitting below the fan ): i thought i was sick because i kept on sneezing and had runny nose. but i'm fine under the air conditioner. so must be the fan! sometimes fans can be even colder than air conditioners.

today is 010110. nice number eh. quite happy. because i'm 17 alr! but the fact is, i have another 8 months till my bday ;x but doesnt matter la. i am 17 this year.

& it's also my cousin's bday today. new year baby. (:

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