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Monday, May 31, 2010 WHOOSH! i was a good girl today and went for econs extra lessons + did my schoolwork (to be done in school anyway) :D:D k, i find econs fun again. but it's not when i dont understand a single thing. i'm ok to go for extra lessons anyway, cause i've been ponning school ): anyone playing maple? i just started my new char!! trying out evan. i feel neutral towards the dragon. and the attacks aren't as powerful as soul master either. but neither as inferior as the normal class's ones. somewhere in between. so don't really fancy. was expecting something more powerful ): anyway was fun. and i like the new ice-creams!!!! HAHA. i like the choco one :D my mum threatens to cut my clothes into pieces if i buy anymore. how ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 5:43 PM [comment] *** Saturday, May 29, 2010 i miss sec school days badly! i miss sitting beside shumin. i miss sleeping every maths, geog, chinese and every else lessons! i miss Mr Tan waking me up and me going back to sleep in 2 mins. i miss going out almost everyday after school. i miss ponning school on every tues and thurs. i miss sac canteen's tomyam soup. i miss gossiping with so many girls. i miss taking school bus. i miss procrastinating for prelims and Os. i missmissmiss so many things and everything i've done last year. and everyting that i've stated i can never achieve now ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 2:20 PM [comment] *** Monday, May 24, 2010 got back some of my english homeworks today. not so bad, more or less passing. even my failed compo was also boderline fail. and eh, got people get lower than me when it's expected that they'll score higher. so i suppose it's good? BUT FAILING IS NEVER GOOD ): better improve on my vocab + elaboration. mr ng went around checking if we did our complex numbers tutorial. i did 1.1, but he alr finished 1.3 so i'm supposed to complete 1.3 too. hehehe. but he told me "at least your complex number basics ok lah". eh! first time he never nag at me :D i did all of my vectors tutorial, but he didn't had a chance to check, so no comments. got Amaths trigo and exponential to learn ): not learning amaths sucks big time. but coping quite well anyway. compared to the others w/o amaths bg. and even those that know amaths forgot how to do amaths alr -.- I WILL SLEEP AT 9.P.M. TONIGHT! YAY :D asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:36 PM [comment] *** Sunday, May 23, 2010 i kinda have... a sense of fulfillment? muahehe. the reason is because i've completed my chinese compo and my physics tys topic 1 which i have to hand in tmr! :D my 2nd chinese compo for the year, since i'm not the kind that would hand in chinese homework consistantly... i'm too complacent and lazy and i need a cure(really) ): however i have not done my GP compre though. to be handed in tmr too! hugeeee difference between sec school's compre and JC's. JC's have to rephrase for every qn, not just one or two. and the answer is super long winded. they can even have "write a summary" as a qn. it's a lot more tedious than sec sch's. firstly, you have to have a wide range of vocabs. which, sadly, i do not have. secondly, your grammar must be good, because of summary writing. which, unfortunately TOO, i do not possess -.- lastly, idk, you have to think and write fast enough. it's not as if there's a whole day for you to complete, right? kaykay, i'm doubting how i managed to pass my louya singlish again! ): back to completing my last ws (compre) in 3 min time!!! shock by beast is good! asshole dropped the daffadil at 10:07 PM [comment] *** Saturday, May 22, 2010 HALLELUJAH!!!! my saturday's quite well spent. i woke up at 7.30am, preparing myself to go out. then bus-ed to Yishun and waited for Eindra. since she overslept!!! ): we then headed to woodlands library to do the stupid GPP. many said that the relationship between grp members would strengthen after some time, but i don't think so! i feel that even when we've completed our OP, we'll still be as "cold" to each other. anyway i hate coconut now. he sucks ttm. nehnehpok. we ended at 11.50. so i slacked at the library with weixin till 12.20 and went to look for yuming :D:D omggggg, how long i haven't seen him?! then we had lunch with elith and her friend. hohoho. ym's super nice. because he walked around cwp with me for 4 times because i dread to go home. whenever i'm out, i'll always refuse to go home. then i headed to tampines. went to shop with weiting. :D we went from tampines mall to century square followed by tampines 1 then simei to look for her heels! omgzxzxzx. but i feel worth it. it's not good if you buy a pair of shoes that you don't like right? see, my day is so well spent!! yay :D I SHALL WATCH 我猜我猜我猜猜猜tonight! havent watched it for eons year ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 7:55 PM [comment] *** Friday, May 21, 2010 i feel so weak, mentally. because whatever negative comments people make are affecting me. for e.g. when someone says "aiyo, steffi maths so lousy", i'll think that my maths is lousy. and when another person say "i don't understand how steffi pass her english", i will also think how i actually passed my english ): this "wall" in me has fallen. comments don't usually affect me to a large extent in the past. maybe, it's just for now. ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 7:32 PM [comment] *** Thursday, May 20, 2010 super sick. but no fever ): no matter how sick i am, i won't get fever. but this is torturous!!! i couldn't sleep last night cause i got blocked nose and sore throat. my mucus and plegme are green colour. suck ttm ): and i cannot taste/smell anything. and i probably ate too much cause i almost vomitted several times. i hate the doctor that i visited man!! he said " actually you're well enough to attend school ". ccb. i ate 10 days worth of lozenges throughout the night + 2 kinds panadols + some weird chinese pill +salt water to cure myself!! otherwise i will be sneezing like mad at the clinic, which i don't want to, cause will be so troublesome and painful. even till now i still cnt taste and smell. my nose is still blocked... and my throat hurts. i cnt recall how much water i drank. i only know i go to the toilet every 20-30 min ): i can barely speak and my voice's so deep.!!!!! T______________T asshole dropped the daffadil at 7:37 PM [comment] *** Tuesday, May 18, 2010 nehnehpok. i'm gonna retain for sure then get kicked out of school next year!!!! go and die bitches. ): 1. my absentism & late for school rate is way TOOOOOO high. 2. i'm missing lecture + don't catch any balls 3. failed my phy SIC so most prob wont pass phy = don't meet requirements = RETAIN i don't understand why should school should bar us from exams when we're late/absent for too many times. I REALLY DON'T GET IT. school is a place for us to learn, isn't it? so as long as we understand what we're supposed to understand, we met the target alr, no? nvm, not like i'm barred yet, but maybe i'll be, soon. i'm not even learning my lessons from Os. why do people like me even exist when i'm so lazy + rude + stupid + useless + everything else that's negative. i just collected my Os results merely 5 months ago and i cried like shit over it and now i've alr forgot how sad i was alr!! i.must.not.let.history.repeat.itself! :( no time for procrastination. & thanks to my fucking slack personality, i have so much to do. 1. ALL THE CHINESE HMWKS THAT I OWE. like fuck, i have one whole rows of As, but for those that i didn't do at all i got Us. how can be so ugly one. 2. mug like shit for phy 3. mug but not so hard for maths 4. mug hard hard for econs. I MISSED SO MANY LECTURES ): 5. read my times magazine 6. read more story books 7. read straits time 8. in conclusion for 5,6,7, make myself more knowledgeable and improve my cb singlish! kay, i'm very disappointed with myself. ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 5:32 PM [comment] *** Monday, May 17, 2010 when someone, whom i do not dislike or i concern for, dislike me, i start to doubt myself. is it because that i'm bitchy, annoying, attention-seeking, rude or what that made him/her hate me? i'm feeling sucky now. ): i'm definitely not nice. anyway i have "supporters" and they tried to tell me it's not my fault! i likey you peepos (: true, it's not (entirely) my fault, neither it's his too (maybe). it could be just that msn had some problems. but what i'm angry about is that he make looks like it's entirely my fault and not his. even then, he still gave me black face + extremely buay song attitude. how to tolerate with that? now i have this love-hate relationship ): as i expected, the "lucky" is actually "unlucky". had fun with francine and peeps todayyyy! they were testing me words but i actually dk most of them ): kay, my eng sucks. cannot huh?!?!?! idk which person thought maths were in LT, we went from LT 4 to LT1 to check which is the correct one. the last LT was LT1, so we went into LT1. but it wasn't our class. francine shouted"oi, wrong class lah!" and the class inside the LT laughed. malu ttm. then we realised maths's in AVA! i hope for a better day tmr :( asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:43 PM [comment] *** Friday, May 14, 2010 SO HAPPY 1. because i've been EXTREMELY lucky this week, and i love this week! 2. it's FRIDAY!!! wooooots! 3. NO MORE TESTS FOR THE GEOG PEOPLE FOR UPCOMING WEEKS! because we have all our H1 and H2 tests alr, but not for others who havent had their H1 test! so zhenshiang, janette, francine and i are super happy. cause we all take geog! yay! but kinda sad. but the happiness still outweighs the sadness. shall try my best to change some stuffs! YAY asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:30 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, May 12, 2010 its 11 pm and i'm not sleeping yet! preparing for geog test tmr ): practically slacked the whole of today, and ytd. i'm not even memorising the points for geog. hehahohawwwwwww. since its open book, i'm abit of a cheater that i list down in sequence the prediction, mitigation and response for both volcanic and earthquake hazard management. then if they ask for any of these, i can just look at the list and tadah!, i got my points. but i have to evaluate which is the best first. hawhawhaw. i'm so kiasu that i used post its to label the pages. i scared cant find the page. HAHAHA. okay kiasu ass. i rmb thrs smth i wanna do... but now i forgot ): OH I KNOW. list down the examples, pros and cons for every methods! hohoho. kay, got quite abit to do. BYE asshole dropped the daffadil at 10:58 PM [comment] *** MONDAY, TUESDAY AND TODAY ARE MY LUCKY DAYS! monday was because of the pw grouping. tuesday was because... people tell me about the pw grouping (HAHA) today is because of 2 things!
anyway my stomach ached like mad when i alighted from the bus... i could hardly breathe and walk ): and its still aching now! that's probably the only not-so-good thing about today. study for geog test tmr! YAAAAAAAY. so motivated now. hehe. and i shall not pon school again. cause i have gp, pw and physics on alternate days! *hint, if you get what i mean* asshole dropped the daffadil at 4:13 PM [comment] *** Tuesday, May 11, 2010 say bye/hi to me because you won't see me in J2 and would see me in J1 next year ): ALTHOUGH I HOPE TO TWIST THIS FACT (trying very hard to). i dont wanna retainnnnnn. maths CF retest today is worst than shit. so much harder than test 2! wtf are the teachers thinking ): if they think that we had another 2 weeks to study = can score better, why not abolish the rule that we can only get an E grade even if we achieve 100%?! there's a reason why we failed, no? another reason why i may retain is because of GP. MUST.START.READING. soooo many people were shocked when i told them the last time i read a book was 10 years ago. ok, quite shocking. i wonder how i passed my o level eng even ): NO, NO FAILING GP. CHIONG STEFFI, CHIONG. PRAYING HARD THAT MY CF CAN PASS T_T. at least will do better than the previous test... cause qn 1+qn8 i could do and its a total of 15 mark. YAY, to improving >_> GPP to be done by monday ): and my pw group have yet to decide when to meet up to do it!! omg, and since i were absent ytd, idk what to do for GPP exactly ): 1 more week to consultation for braces! yoohooo. asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:20 PM [comment] *** Monday, May 10, 2010 i missed school today! so i went polyclinic and the doct said "you've been here quite many times this week". omgggggg, I MUST GO TO SCHOOL. someone give me morning calls everyday pleaseeeee!!! MUG FOR MATHS TODAY!! MUG FOR GEOG TMR!! MUG FOR ECONS ON WED!! MUG FOR PHY ON THURS!! OMG MUG EVERYDAY MOVIE ON FRIDAY!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY. okay i'm going crazy liao, seriously. anyway today's a good day FOR ME. hahaha. must caps FOR ME. because it isn't for some people. our pw grouping is out! and.... i'm in coconut's group. woohoo (: asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:32 PM [comment] *** Sunday, May 9, 2010 OMGGGGG, I SPRAINED MY ANKLE AGAIN! even before i recover from the previous sprain ):it was painful and i couldn't walk LITERALLY. but i had to, cause i was at ehub and i was so embarassed. people looked at me with the "why that girl walk like that" look ): i was on the verge of crying but i held it back. cannot cry! otherwise paiseh ttm ): but seriously, you dk how pain it was!!!!!!! even after i sat down for like 30min, it was still hurting. oh man): i havent done my phy homework!!! asshole dropped the daffadil at 9:42 PM [comment] *** Saturday, May 8, 2010 i finally recovered my cbox. i was surprised when i see my ID. its "undergarment"! LOL. kay, idk what i was thinking when i created that ac. i studied CF from 12 to 2.30 but to no avail! nothing got into my head like brain blocked. so i decided to use com till 3. (i wasnt suppose to use cause got alot to study -.-) i think one reason why nothing got into my head is because i too kanchiong, keep rushing to do all the higher level qns. but what to do, no time!! studying phys ltr ): the O level feeling is back!! k lah, not so bad. i dont detest studying anyway. i just dislike no life. i miss 2008 and 2009. SERIOUSLY. I WANNA GO BACK TO SAC AND SLACK MY ASS OFF ): and i also kinda miss thse days in mcd, and onviously someone else as well (hint hint). comparing my life now and in the past, i'd choose the past for sure. like people always says, "past is the best". ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 2:26 PM [comment] *** Friday, May 7, 2010 MY STOMACH IS ACHING LIKE MADDDDDD. HELPPPPPPPP. asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:41 PM [comment] *** PROUD TO ANNOUNCE, I HAVE 4 CA TESTS NEXT WEEK! the system is like this, one CA test for EVERY chapter. cool or what. i have Maths CF retest (SINCE I FAILED), Geog Essay CA on hazards, Econs on SSDD (WHEN I ONLY UNDERSTAND 50% OF THE CHAP! !!!!!!!!!) and lastly... PHYSICS CA ON FORCES (THE WORST OF THE LOT). so practically i'm having tests everyday next week. and i havent even started studying for it yet monday- no test, so study for maths!! tues- maths CF retest wed- no test so study for geog -.- thurs-geog test + study for phy and econs fri- econs and phy test. i think thurs would be the worst day. not only i need to look thru my notes for geog test before the test, i also have to study for phy and econs after school when i get home. hallelujah. no more sleep ): and i realise this trend. JC IS ALL ABOUT TESTS AND TESTS AND MORE TESTS! i've been having CAs every week, never once stopped. what should i do. i really will retain for sure. who wanna join me? AND I'M DYING TO GO OUT ): need some life! who wanna donate?! asshole dropped the daffadil at 4:33 PM [comment] *** Thursday, May 6, 2010 wtf idk whats wrong with my stomach. but ever since i got that sharp pain from ytd morning, i feel like having diarrheoa. but not diarrheoa-ing though -.- dk if it's because i kept on pressing on my stomach after meals. anyhow, i didn't go to school today. when i woke up this morning, my right arm couldn't move, LITERALLY. so i used my left arm to move my right arm. think it's because i slept and my right arm and my right arm went totally numb. vectors kind of tough now. i can do 95% of the qns from 1.1 and 1.2 but some from 1.3 i can't do. but i went on and do the next part which Mr Ng havent went through. not so bad, easier than SS and CF. at least i can study by myself. asshole dropped the daffadil at 1:00 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, May 5, 2010 i'm so dead ): firstly, I ONLY HAVE AN AVERAGE OF 4HOURS OF SLEEP/DAY. *thinks of O levels again*. i hope someone can kill me. cause i'm heaty now thanks to the lack of sleep. and i'm usually aggressive when i don't sleep enough. i'll be super angry and attitude people, which i don't want to! ): secondly, i don't really understand physics yet (only saw some "light" today) and don't get hugeeeeeee part of econs. i foresee myself mugging like worst-than-a-bookworm during june holidays. now with such hectic life, it makes me wonder why is there even weekends when we actually have to work with school work on weekends? i mean, weekends are there for us to rest right? but even with weekends, i still don't get enough sleep. the most i can get out of it is, sleep enough but still owe homework. and now, WHY DO WE HAVE HOLIDAYS WHEN I HAVE TO MUG THROUGHOUT THE HOLIDAYS? really pisses me off ): great improvement now. because i've been consistantly doing vectors tutorial since the start of the chapt. love vectors. muahehe. now the "i love maths" feeling is coming back. some people really think i very stupid. but when i helped her with her work, then she realise that i can actually do things she can't -.- you must know how to differentiate between lazy and stupid lor. i'm just plain lazy. i'm saying this cause i don't like people to look down on me, so rude okay. and another girl, (shall not name who) thinks that her maths is better than mine. but i'm born a maths (and arts) person. i can do vectors then she still "ying ying lai"(hard hard come) want to argue say i can't. walao, can't see my paper with answers is it. somemore still say "aiya, your tutor help you one right?". PLEASEEEE LAH. no tutor=can't do work alr meh?! if i really that dumb i wouldn't be your classmate alr! okay nvm. i think i complaint a bit too much. must keep it to myself ): currently sneezing + slight bit of flu + my stomach ache as if a pin was poking the internal of my stomach. and then i had stomachache for the whole day -.- this song always made me felt special. like, every songs from yi qie wan mei /2. i cannot explain in words but the song and lyrics are just meaningful. they just "tell" me how life is. i better pass CF test. MUST PASSSSSSSSSS. AND SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME PLEASE. asshole dropped the daffadil at 9:10 PM [comment] *** Tuesday, May 4, 2010 I GOT A B+ FOR MY PI!!!!! omgzxzxzxzx i feel that the load on my shoulder has lightened! at least for now. and i'm still gonna edit so i can get at least an A-. TYVM ALVIN NG. he helped me so much! by reading the comments miss rattna wrote and edit my pi T_T. my saviour! i know i may seem very "bochup" for my school work but i'm actually not. it actually depends. if it's not impt (eg. homeworks), i would not do. but if it's super impt (e.g. a level work) i'll definitely put in at least 90% of my effort. lesson learnt from O levels! never want to suffer like a mad again. but still very lazy, so i dont think i'll put in 100% effort. i actually got so worried for my pi that i dreamt of my pi last night! and i dreamt that ALL of my pi was wrong. you wont know how scary it was. because it's A LEVEL WORK. not just any school work. sigh. remind me of the days when i dreamt of numbers flying all over the place before my o level maths and doing SS essay before o level SS. i told clarissa and cheryl about it and they said "huh, pi contributes 6% only to pw and you so worried alr. then OP and WR how?". ya... how? maybe i'll go crazy or smth -.- but getting a B+ is really BIG! cause the last time i saw a grade was a D. hur. just a bit moreeeeeee.!!!!!!! asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:43 PM [comment] *** Monday, May 3, 2010 YAY, MY HAIR IS SMELLING GOOD. though the weathe is so hot that it's melting me. i feel good when my hair smell nice, i smell nice and i feel cool! YAAAAAAAAY. at least it helps to lighten my mood a little. but i'm feeling so pissed cause i just read a stupid message in friendster from some bitch since a year ago. more than a year. okay i know i'm slow cause i only read the message now. who are you to comment on whether if i'm a good friend or not. you're not even my friend. and when i disiao you and _____ are tgt, i was just joking! how i know you and him tgt hur. make fun cannot is it. fuuuuck up. and if you wanna talk about what happened to jasper and i last time then say lah. like i care uh. even when jasper say "i rmb i made you cry last time! want me to remind you?" to me, i don't feel anything at all. but what you say on the 2nd part, i agree. but not entiriely. if he unhappy he can tell me himself. instead of you telling me. and whats with ending the message with "as a friend you suck"? so rude! no manners ah you. i'm HIS friend, NOT YOURS. how would i know how he felt if he didn't tell me. am i suppose to have some super powers that can read his mind?! childish people >:( asshole dropped the daffadil at 7:14 PM [comment] *** Ms rattna sent me my PI draft 2 back. damn bastard. okay, better than draft 1. buuuuuut, the similarities part and strategy 1 still not ok!!!!!!!!! i hate doing PI alr. ): but the actual date to hand up is on wed. fuckkkk, what to do. and it's not just any school work, it's A LEVEL WORK!!!!!!! ): and the most exciting/worst part coming up is... PW GROUPINGS! i think other JCs know their groupings alr, because our school only decide to group us after PI submition ): but other classes had their groupings like last week. my class is always lagging behind, somehow. just praying hard that i don't get that 3 person which i really dislike >:( otherwise you'll see me rolling my eyes non-stop till my eyeballs drop out. or, shouting at them till my lungs drop out. tsk. changing phy grp next sem! PRAY HARD I DONT GET THOSE 3 AS WELL ): seriously... it's fun to have weird people in class cause they'll let us have all the laughter + gossips + everything else. but no one likes to have them in their group. zzz. asshole dropped the daffadil at 3:51 PM [comment] *** |
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