Friday, July 30, 2010

I was telling Mr Ng that my mum bought macs for me because i passed my stats test. then this voice from behind said "walao, pass only. very big deal meh". and guess what, it came from coconut. fuck up. whats wrong with his attitude again. so he's gonna shoot me like how he did last time again?! YES LAH, VERY BIG DEAL CANNOT IS IT. I WANT HAOLIAN CANNOT IS IT. 30/50 LEH. YOU CAN GET THEN SAY LAH. YOU GET 19/50 WANT TALK SO MUCH. kay, idw to haolian. but i just want people to recognize!! you know how hurting it is when you're actually so happy over some achievement you made and someone just pour wet blanket on you saying no, it's not great at all? and who's the one who actually said "who fail i'll call him pussy!". CALL YOURSELF PUSSY THEN. i didn't even said i could pass in the first place. you were the one that was full of confidence thinking you'll DEFNITELY pass!

seriously, i dont know what i see in him and why i'd even like him in the first place. all i know is he's fun to be with, provided he doesnt give me attitude! practically everyone's asking me why i like him. even his bestfriend is so much hotter, smarter and better than him. I AGREE TOO. but i cannot help it!

so today nicholas, ruijing and ek was trying to guess who i like in class. so i gave them a hint, 6 letters + ends with "E". obviously fake hint lah. cause the name in my mind was WANYEE. so they guessed and came up with a conclusion that i like eugene. LOL CAN. okay anw they continued guessing and they guessed coconut and his bestfriend. everyone would guess his bestfriend whenever they first try. kay so maybe his bestfriend is really that good ):

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Thursday, July 29, 2010

OMFG!! I M. FUCKING PASSED MY STATS TEST 2!! :D

You see, it's test TWO this time, not test THREE. (test ones are for people who wanna take the tests before the modules, usually no one takes test one). test threes are for people who failed test two. hehe :D first time of the year man! kay but i feel damn guilty and heng cause i didnt study for it, though i told myself to mug for it during the weekends. if i failed, i won't be able to answer to myself, my mum, mr ng and my tuition teacher ): it IS that serious. cause i need to grab more modular points in order to promote!! weeeeeehooooo. so i better mug for calculus. cause i havent took amath and have super lousy foundation for differentiation and integration -.- can't wait for tmr to collect my maths paper back!! 30++/50 pleaseeeeeeee!! :D

EDIT/

eindra just called me and told me
I FUCKING GOT A 30/50 FOR STATS TEST. WOOOOOOOTS. ^^v

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i hate myself for not going to school. :( have to hand in econs case studies tmr. but the thing is i don't even have the case studies with me. so how? tsk. life sucks. must do it in school tmr.

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

supposed to be doing geog and econs now but procrastinate abit! haha.

maths paper today was quite a breeze! but will be glad as long as i can hit a C. cause i didnt study for it. LOL. i didn't even knew what was systematic sampling. should have studied for it man. and grab as many modular pts as possible for this. but oh well. be contented with whatever i have!!

py was talking to me/herself when maths reps are collecting the paper. just nice when coconut walk to me, py started talking to me. so i went "SHHHHH!!!" and coconut went "PFFFFT HAHAHA". damn random scene. he was also "am chio"-ing when i told fabian to shut up. dont like fabian lah. and i went to say gdluck to mr ng before the paper!! haha. i wanted gdluck from him but he didnt say. chey -.-

kay anyway i'll start with my geog first. tata :D

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

tiredddddd. thinking now if i should get my convertible dress or my blazer. HAHA. love both equally much. will definitely get both i think! but if i get the blazer, then i'll have 4 blazers. hmmm. DONT CARE LAH. HAPPY CAN LIAO :D

i kind of just got home from my aunt's house. cause today's baby joshua birthday!! 1 year old :D damn cute, but not as cute as benson! hehe. so, buffet like last night (: i ate a lot, i swear. i had like... 4 chicken wings, 5 sticks of fishballs, 5 mussels, satays, 5 prawns, fried rice, and idk what else! my plate was like a mountain full of rubbish lah. haha. the mussels super nice and fresh (: thumbs up!

should actually worry for my maths stats test now!!! :( i havent touched 1.2 at all since the beginning of the chapt. i jumped to 1.5 and 1.6 straight. HAHA. but the night's late now :( so i'd probably study tmr instead? gotta complete my gp article before i actually go to sleep. gonna go bathe now!! TATA~

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Saturday, July 24, 2010

muscle ache from training ytd! HAHA. lousy me. there's buffet at my house tonight! yay! :D glorious foooooooood. *drools*.

focus for the weekend:
- MUG for stats test!! 30/50 pleaseeeeeee!
-complete my part of PW by tonight. :(
-do stupid GP article

even weekends seems lonely for me too!!! :(

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Friday, July 23, 2010

today was quite a terrible day. i just quarrelled with coconut couple days ago and today i guailan-ed him :( stupid FO made me so pissed by saying "huh someone in your house die ah". so childish and offending can. so i accidentally shouted at coconut "SHUT UP LAH" cause i was so pissed. then during econs i kept rolling my eyes and before that i kept giving him super black face :( kay but i apologized to him thru sms and he said "nvm. lols. you still thinking about it?". HAHA, make me so happy :x

i went for tennis today!! damn guai right :D will go for the subsequent trainings!! i stink now. HAHA

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Thursday, July 22, 2010

SLEEEEEEEEEPY. just uploaded my class photos! still have to do PW survey later :/ kay lah, not so much of work, just type and print out only. *yawns*.

HELLO NADZ :D ate 18 chefs with this woman today. lets go eat smth else tgt again nxt week! :D

i'm happy today! DBLF :D

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

idk if it's a good day today. hehe. cause i'm feeling quite alright now. i'll smile at myself whenever i watch F.cuz's MV. OMGGGG, damn pervertic. hahaha, but cannot help it! who ask kan to be so hot :P elysia likes yejun!! i find him cute too :D

was damn pissed in sch today. coconut was in badmood. he wanted to do his proj so he asked for pen from me, but i dont have the one he want, so he asked E. E was playing with her phone so she replied "ah orh eh". then he flare up and started scolding her hokkien vulgarities. HE WASN'T JOKING THIS TIME LOR. so i was so pissed i shouted at him "OI WHATS WRONG WITH YOU. SCOLD PPL VULGARITIES FOR WHAT SIA!!". but someone stopped us from quarrelling lah -.- chey. so angry i wanted to cry :(

k but nowwwwww, i'm texting him. hohoho. k lah, i'm such a bitch. fuck up. i wont like weekdays. not because of i have to attend sch (k, this contributes a lil to it). but the bigger part is because of someone else.

DBLF!! :D

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Monday, July 19, 2010

F.CUZ's COMING TO SG. WOOOOHOOOO. but one thing is if i can go lah -.- begging my mum to get thte tix for me nao!!!! $121++ :( only if i were to score well for my maths paper.... but my upcoming maths paper's on 27th july and the concert's on 30th! omfg, how can make it in time :( cries man. but i promised her i'll get A. OMG PLEASE I WANNA GO AND SEE KANNNNNN.

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Sunday, July 18, 2010

Kan's hot like fuck.





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elith: i'm gonna see jun wei's fb okay.
me: who is jun wei???
elith: jun wei lah
me: huh, jasper ah? wei jun lah!!

elith you damn cute :D i used to call him jun wei also, dk whyyyy. hahaha. simply cannot rmb whats his name.

damn cold now T-T. waiting for my tuition teacher to come!! she's 50 min late. better not come in while i type this. LOL.

Kan from F.CUZ DAMMMMMMMNNNNNN HOTTTTTTTT. :3>



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Friday, July 16, 2010

nehnehpok. damn tired. slept 4am in the morning and woke up at 8.30. late for school, again. Mr Ng says he wanna issue me a letter of warning alr. GG. i think i'll get expelled sooner or later. i was thinking of missing econs and reach just in time for maths, but i left my house slightly later + rained so i was later for maths for 10min -.- Mr Ng went "steffi must be rolling to school now" and those that were in the lecture alr were saying "steffi is rowing boat to school now! because it's raining". wtfffff, hahaha. joker class. then there was this loud thunder and they say "ghost coming liao". then eindra shouted "nono, steffi coming liao!". and tadah, i opened the door of AVA after she said that. damn qiao. HAHAHA. and they clappeddddddd. wtf. hahah. i really should stop being late. love my class (:

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

my mood fluctuated like mad. at the beginning, i were damn happy. BECAUSE I PASSED MY VC test 3! WOOOOOTS. wanyee damn good, checked my score for me cause i wasn't in school. haha. 25/50! BYE NIGHTMARE :D on the dot, damn heng. must thank all those who wished me luck! cause i didn't practiced at all. will work 100x harder for the rest of the tests :D

but then later my mood dropped because of some childish stuffs lah. tsk tsk tsk. but idk why i care so muchhhhh. :(

elithchoo now knows my deepest secret! sigh. i trust you to not tell anyone kay! :D

can't wait for tmr ^^

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look at the time! if i can blog now, it only means one thing :p

i very badly wanted to go to school today but i overslept. damn. ): cause firstly, WE MAY BE GETTING OUR VC TEST 3 PAPER BACK. ccb, i had a terrible nightmare last night. i thought it was real somemore!! cause i can't fail this test, so i dreamt that i only score 19/50!! whats bad about 10/50 is... 20/50 is S. and there's 5 modular pts. cant even hit S then jialat lah. and i'm supposed to pass!!!!!!

the next thing is because i want to see someone. LOL. aiya, nvm. tmr got pw :>

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

i'm feeling kinda down now. because my secretive friend still refuses to tell me his name ): and also, i found out that my friend actually like coconut too. but i believe i liked him first and more, obviously. cause i cried in class once because of him :( okay, but idk what to do. sigh.

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

MAD TIRED. HAHA. slept for 6 hours last night and had school all the way till 6pm earlier on! :( it was because the stupid VC test 3 was postponed to 4.30pm - 6pm -.- SIAOOOOO LAH YJ. can't they just have it as usual, from 3.10 to 4.40pm. but quite happy, can pass i think!!??!?!? HAHA. if i don't, i'll seriously cry out loud in class. because i'll be almost like 90% confirmed to retain. cause i dont have enough modular points to promote :( and also, i didn't study for it at all -.- i wonder why is it i couldn't do test2 when i studied more and able to do this when i didn't practice at all. this paper wasn't any easier.

and i'm superrrrrrrrrrr happy today! the fact is i've been happy for the past few days lah. the reason is coconut but idw to elaborate!! HAHAHAHA.

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Monday, July 12, 2010

damn fuck up. yeah, i have over hundreds of chinese drama at home, i CAN lend my relatives, but why can't they fucking go dig for it themselves. like i said, there's hundreds of them! if you wanna watch, you find yourself lah, cb. not just once or twice, but every week they would come to me and say "i want this, that, this, that". and they'll just sit down there and look at me find! not as if they dk whr the discs are! fuck lahhhhh. some even make me find the disc to lend it to their boss so they can suck up to them. WTFFFFFF. i'm so not your dog lah. kay i know my attitude's like some bastard salesgirl that would go "if you can find then means have, if dont have then means no more". BUT I'M NOT WORKING T_T. ccb think i so much time meh?! i have eng compre, 4 fucking gp articles (min 300 words each) and maths to mug. i seriously dk how i'm gonna manage. because the 4 articles are important, and maths even more impt. because if i were to fail this maths test, it's definite that i'm gonna retain. SO GET IT?! omg, so pissed -.-

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Sunday, July 11, 2010

i was packing my pile of worksheets which i accumulated from sec1-4, and i realised i scored either 0 or fail for most of my papers. HAHAHA. loser ttm. kay, and am still failing now. and i believe i've actually grown a lot for the past 2 years. because i've been experiencing all kinds of upset stuffs. like being ditched by a bastard (HAHAHA EVEN MORE LOSER), almost failing my Os, and most imptly, the death of my dad. ): i don't dare to even recall how he passed away, cause i'll definitely cry again. so up till now, i believe he's still living somewhere, somehow. and i know some peeps are still unaware that my dad passed away, because i seem so happy. because i dont wanna burden others with my trouble! and i really appreciate having friends like WanYee around because i actually broke down in school a couple of times and she were there for me always. (: so in conclusion, i've grown up quite a bit! (:

and am quite happy recently because of some weirdddddd reason. HAHA, someone spoke to me, that's why. WY, elith, weixin, cheryl all knows why! hehehe. (: good friends man! but now i realise what i really wanted. so my happiness will probably end soon? HAHA I'M TALKING SHIT MAN.

i've been wanting to do my gp homework but i havent till now and look! it's gonna be 12am soon. so, BYE (:

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Friday, July 9, 2010

i'm on a shopping spreeeeeee. for this month alone (when today's only 9/5/21010), i've bought more than 10 clothes alr!! HAHAHA. so i predict i'll buy at least 20 this month? oh em geeeee.

again, i skipped school today! OH AND, ytd was MT A level oral! heng me, i wasn't nervous at all, cause i was the last one. i realised first person would be super kanchiong, last one super relaxed. HAHA. and the passage was manageable! WOOHOOOOOO. even easier than a super duper hard one that i did for practice, and got 9/10 for it -.- + 16/20 for conver, i got 25/30 again! my second practice oral. LOL. that definitely built up my confidence!

for the very first time in my life, my chinese grades actually fell below an A. once in a while i'll get a B but now it's not even a B ): kay la, maybe it's because i slept through my chinese paper -.- 92/160. but not bad kay, like more than 50% people failed. LOLOLOL. k, self comfort abit, but it's a fact. HAHA

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Thursday, July 8, 2010

i'm up at such unearthly hours! woohooooo. i practically dragged myself out of bed LOL. because i told myself last night "MUST wake up and drink corn soup!" LOL. lame shit. who on earth actually wakes up and hour earlier to drink soup?! whats more i'm having my A lvls MT oral today. shouldnt i be in bed till as late as possible? -.- kay anyway no econs for today. but gotta chion my 2 essays to hand in tmr. econs sucks ): and we're gonna get back our cheena block test paper today! no, dont wish me luck, cause the results are finalised alr. LOL.

and someone on fb is scaring me!! k, enough said. BACK TO MY CORN SOUP AND THEN TO SCHOOL!

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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I WERE HAPPY YTD! AND STILL HAPPY OVER THE SAME THING TODAY. LOL. crap.

anw i ponned school today but it was and unplanned pon k! but i alr had a hunch that i'll skip sch today. -.- typical steffi lah. and i met lynette at pasir ris polyclinic! i feel so happy whenever i see people from SAC. the other day when i went chinatown, i bumped into evangeline. and on my way to tampines from thr, i saw jaslynn at harbourfront. and met sharmaine kek at tampines mrt! you wont know how glad i was that day. LOL.

and on my way home earlier on, some workers were cutting grass. i felt this super painful thing hitting me but it was so fast that by the time i looked, it was gone. then i realise, "oh, its the grass that hit me -.-". within secs it swell. LOL. jialat. i knew it was painful butttttt, not to this extent lah :(

WISH ME LUCK FOR A LEVELS MT ORAL TMR MAN :>

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Monday, July 5, 2010

OMG THE BC SALES YTD WAS MAD TTM. @_@ by the time i got there (which is 20min before the opening), the queue was alr reaching one end of the carpark and uturn halfway alr!! so bobian, had to queue from thr. thank god i wasn't any later. cause the others queue-ed OUTSIDE the carpark! and for that distance, it took me 5 hours of waiting before i could get in -.- and when i went in, @(*$(*^#%(*^$#(^$!!!!!! mad crowded. it's practically like sardines in a tin lah!! so packed. even when there was air con on it was still warmmmm. the clothes were all over the place, even on the floor. if you find what you want, you're lucky. if you don't, too bad! HAHA. but i was surprised that by the time i got in there were still sososo many pieces left! but sadly i didnt manage to get the wedges i want :( i still got 1romper, 1skirt and a dress in the end. so still not so bad. and helped wy got a tank top. you can actually see how crowded the place is here: http://beatricetan.livejournal.com

BUT THE FEELING IS SOSOSO SHIOK. I'M GONNA GO AGAIN THE NEXT TIME!! WOOOHOOO. but and hour earlier lah. then the queue would be so much shorter. cause every 10min, about 40++ people added onto the queue -.-

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Sunday, July 4, 2010

HAWHAW NO MORE BLOCK TESTS! kay, that was friday -.- actually i dont see any point in being so happy about it. because 1, there's still promos -.- 2, i didnt study for my block tests so it doesnt make a difference for days w/o and with block tests, right? 3, we're (i'm) getting back our (my) horrendous results next week. shouldn't we (i) be sad? HAHA. kay, makes sense right?!

econs - i thought it'll be the worst of the lot. but no, it was quite manageable
phy - was expecting to be the 2nd easiest paper but it surprisingly was the toughest!
maths- want to score for it but -.- NVM. i totally panicked and forgot how to do when i saw the paper. HAHA. it was an easy paper!
geog - no comments. i only wrote one para for one of the essay qn. LOL. but still not as bad as phy.

going bc sales@helipad later. YAY! :D

and i went rebonding ytd and that stupid aunty (forever) cut my hair away. thanks to her my hair's staying at the same length forever! OMG I WANT LONGER HAIR LAH. and she always cut my fringe shortttttttt ever since i have shorter fringe. now i look like a kuku -.-

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