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Tuesday, September 28, 2010 today's a good day. a good day i suppose? i ate breakfast so i was slightly smarter today. as from the speaker from ytd from ktp hospital said!! HAHA. you are what you eat! and i dont wanna eat myself. okay, enough. had maths retest today. i only slept for 4 hours in 2 days. back to O levels mode. HAHA. better not. later i die how. i find the maths paper fine. could score if i did tutorials. but unfortunately i only did some. so yeah, no more pass. anw everyone was complaining its hard and they cant pass. there goes my modular point and i'll have to attend orientation again next year :( i can stop going to school alr. i was happy this morning. i told someone idk how to do partial fraction and he sent me a mms with instructions to how to do partial fraction. he also searched youtube for videos for me to watch so i can learn! it's all the little things that counts (: brought this super big packet of otak otak to school. ep literally swallowed the whole thing. PIG. but he was kind of diff today! he helped me returned the super heavy laptop i borrowed from library. nice eh! and we had to fill in a form to borrow the laptop. so when he went to return, i told him "say 'i'm steffi'! then you can return the laptop". him: "haha ok! i'm steffi for today!". but then i saw the laptop with zs later on. so i asked ep "wei steffi! why laptop not with you! Haha". so ep turned around and i realised it's not ep that i'm talking to, it's eugene! HAHA. joke. yeah and he was munching away the whole of phy lecture. eindra says that i'm liking coconut again. like she observe from my behaviour. HAHA. omg, better not!!!!!!!!! asshole dropped the daffadil at 10:15 PM [comment] *** Saturday, September 25, 2010 fucking screwed. HAHA. got scolded by mrs lim ytd for eom! HOW IN THE WORLD SHOULD I KNOW I WENT OUT OF POINT HUR. if i knew i'd scored A for pw alr, there won't even be a need for you to be there to teach. and she bloody said i got attitude problem! omg, i was restricting myself not to be rude to her and she said i got attitude problem!!!! wtf much. even accuse me of things i didn't do. i defended myself and you scolded me even more! seriously ccb. fucking abuse authority only, just because i cannot talk back. tsk, i don't understand why i'm paying to study (and the fact is i'm FORCED to study) and getting scolded!!!! i'd rather keep my money and not study. fucking cb. make me cry in class somemore :( i can't rmb when was the last time i cried because i got scolding from cher! but i'll definitely rmb i cried because this bitch scolded me! at least until i graduate. tsk. but at least i know i have gentleman classmates C: asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:46 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, September 22, 2010 idk what i'm doing but yeah... i'm spamming eye wash on my eye now. LOLOLOL. where got illness= SPAM!!!!! tsk, buay tahhan. must go school tmr. and i'm procrastinating. haven't gotten my eom done yet. haven't even opened the freaking file!!!!!!! LOL. gosh i'm going crazy. so sick of pw. wtf. i dont really care if i fail as long as i don't sabo my team mates. ok no, i don't wanna fail. tsk. and i ate yong tau foo + 3 bowls of porridge today!!!!! i'm supposed to eat one bowl of porridge only. fuck. :( i even swallowed egg shell from salted egg cause i was too lazy to spit out. speaking of which, the last time i ate mee siam i spotted something that resembles a cockroach's feeler in it. but i just took it out, threw it away and continued with my mee siam. HAHA. i know i damn grotesque. buay sai ah. tsk. it seems like whatever is edible is going into my stomach!! :( asshole dropped the daffadil at 1:46 AM [comment] *** Tuesday, September 21, 2010 i'm seriously down with luck these 2 weeks last monday till wednesday i had stomach flu. yesterday+today i had flu. so i literally spammed medicine when i'm sick cause i wanna go back to school. since promo's coming!!!! and guess what, when my flu's just recovered, i realise i'm having eye pimple now. WTF WTF WTF WTF x10^99. so if i were to have my eye swollen tmr, gg for me. i'll be missing school on mon, tues, wed and thurs this week. FML MUCH. when i wanna go to school and this happens to me!!!!! pray my eye won't swell tmr but on thurs. cause i really wanna go to school tmr. to hand in my eom, clarify what to do for wr, hand in maths reflection and do my cip for missing YOG soccer!!! and i have to start econs and phy revision by this weekend. oh my oh my :( asshole dropped the daffadil at 11:51 PM [comment] *** Thursday, September 16, 2010 horoscope's damn true. at least the first one i read today was right. it wrote something like i would be sick from being too emotional and i would realise what's really happening in reality. true enough. i was feeling........ so i haven't been sleeping the pass few nights and i'm fucking sick now + my unrecovered stomach flu. and i came to a sudden realisation how naive i was to believe in sombody. VERY TRUE HUH. gosh i'm feeling fucking giddy now. my head's literally spinning. i havent slept for, say, 27 hours, then i went to sleep from 5 to 9 when i went home and now i'm up again. god please bless me. i wanna recover in time for tmr's papers. i want to promote very badly. and i'm spamming medicine alr!! why i'm still awake is partly because i wanna have my medicine every 4-5 hours. hopefully nothing will happen to me from over consumption of pills! asshole dropped the daffadil at 11:02 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, September 15, 2010 i'm sick! down with stomach flu. but i'm happy now C: hehe. i like this feeling! somebody finally know whats _ ______ ____ ___! asshole dropped the daffadil at 3:15 AM [comment] *** Monday, September 13, 2010 you make me feel warmth. you shall be the first! C: nehneh. im skipping school today. but i hate to part with my $100. cause i had a deal with my mum. no late for school + no MC = + $100 for the month. LOL. nvm i'll try somehow to smuggle my way through =3 i really love you! asshole dropped the daffadil at 6:26 AM [comment] *** Friday, September 10, 2010 i will face reality... soon. HAHA. ok i really don't want to. let me drown please. i flusttered when i was about to see my promos dates. HAHAHAHA. cause i totalllyyyyyyyy unprepared for it. i havent been studying or whatsoever. so far, i'm only certain that i'll get S for H2maths. cause i have 42 modular points alr. WOOHOOO. but i have to score at least an E for H2 physics and H2 econs -.- ITS FUCKING HARD CAN. so play i pass my maths with flying colours next tues. there's 2.1, 2.2, 2.3, 2.4 and 2.5 ( i think ) to be tested. but i only know how to do 2.1 and 2.2 so far. LOLOLOL. very typical of me. since when i'd study in advance. but i wish i would though. i don't wanna suffer anymore. i almost died then... and i'm happy that i hv good friends around to listen to my troubles! C: esp my son! HAHA asshole dropped the daffadil at 10:14 PM [comment] *** i came back from genting last night!! worst genting trip ever. i wanted to go to the theme park so badly, but it was raining we couldnt play anything -.- i comforted myself by saying "nvm la! come so many times le. take the new ride superman can liao". HAHAHAA. but i still dont feel any better. and i took superman 2 times! scream like siao zhar bor until i got sore throat! HEHE. and the 4 days in msia wasnt too bad either! cause somebody was constantly texting me everyday. LOL. it wasn't like what i expected, which is not to contact him for 4 solid days! i've never not chat with him for a single day since i got to know him =3 except for one day! he told me he wanted to study but he ended up playing -.- ok anyway the trip was still kinda bad!!! but we brought sososo many stuffed toys back! i spent about 400RM trying to win some bouquet of flowers. but end up winning 7 boxes of springs and 20 panda keychains. LOL. AND I BROUGHT 12 PACKETS OF CHEWING GUM BACK C: i didn't had a single one there. eat le will get sore throat only. and i'm prepared to retain/go poly alr. i really dw to study. dw dw dw dw dw. i'll never study. ): asshole dropped the daffadil at 12:36 AM [comment] *** Saturday, September 4, 2010 i'm not feeling good. i'm really really really facing reality now :C so i googled some quotes to see if any matches my mood. so here are some!
seriously idk why i keep doing things that'll make me regret!! i always know i'll regret by the end of the day (obviously, who won't, in these situations) but i just keep chionging and going on and on. guess it's time to stop! fucking have gastric. tsk. i haven't really ate for the past few days :( asshole dropped the daffadil at 12:58 PM [comment] *** Friday, September 3, 2010 nehnehpok. i'm famished. butbutbut i don't wanna eat. HAHA. tsk. shall eat later (: some idiot went offline without saying bye to me!! :( but i didn't really felt like talking to him today so i kept replying him "haha", "orh", "oh okay" :( it's because he seems busy and i don't wanna be a nuisance!! but this morning when i was still sleeping i kept thinking of him IN MY SLEEP. omgosh. and i felt like texting him "imy very badly". luckily i didn't -.- imagine how much i'm gonna miss him when i'm leaving for msia for 4 days, when i'm missing him so much now when it's only a night!! :( anyway i should be happy! (1) cause it's the last day of school! C: (2) i'm getting iphone4 tmr morning! woooots! C: &(3) i'm leaving for genting on sunday morning. hehe. but (3) can be sad for me too. :(. ok, don't think about it. i can't wait to jailbreak my iphone C: and also to enjoy all the rides + food + haunted mansion + shopping in genting! though i doubt i'll have anything to shop for. will definitely bring souvenirs back!! C:C: asshole dropped the daffadil at 8:53 PM [comment] *** Thursday, September 2, 2010 whenever i tell someone i'm going offline from msn then he'll say "noooo" and ask me to stay but he didn't even said bye to me today :( and also he seemed so busy recently that he's neglecting me. tsk. so i signed in again (appearing offline) and he's offline! felt so empty. seldom see him offline eh. :( nvm, i'll wait for his sms! C: i feel so dumb letting my emotions manipulated by someone again. LOL. but i'm willing!! asshole dropped the daffadil at 10:38 PM [comment] *** Wednesday, September 1, 2010 my teeth's still as pain as ever. my gum's even a lil bit swollen. jidan gao. and somebody didn't sms me. and i forgot there's geog test tmr other than maths, and i didn't study. so gonna fail. fml. i don't wanna fail maths again. so i'd probably fail geog. BYE GEOG C:like what, must prioritise. geog got promos, maths dont have. so i'd obviously study for maths right. cause comparing these 2 tests, maths weigh more!! think i didnt say what was in my report book. i got: GP-U Chinese-D H2 Econs-U H2Physics-U H1 Geog- U eh fucking cannot promote with this la. the critieria is pass in GP, min 2Es 1S for H2 and pass in H1. i dont pass anything except for chinese leh. where got use sia. didnt even get an S. i have to work like.... 100x harder for promos. i'd rather take another round of Os. a year ago i didn't think i'd be in YJ. a year ago at this point of time i believe i'm ponning school and slacking... i'd most probably be wasting my time at home claiming i'm "self-studying". cause my school don't give study break so i self-proclaimed break ok. HAHA asshole dropped the daffadil at 11:32 AM [comment] *** some idiot told me he's going to makan but after waiting for him to come back after so long... i assume he won't be back? maybe i should just make my way to bed and zzzzzz. but what if he comes back. (gosh i just realised i waited for him to come back for 45min :C) anyway i pondered upon this person's blog and she said "i won't waste my time on a guy not worth waiting for. instead, i would spend my time watching many hot guys and be hua chi". i cannot help but to agree with her. very good saying, isn't it? and qian ru's such a good friend man C: idk why but she make me so high and so happy when i'm emo-ing. hehe! asshole dropped the daffadil at 1:59 AM [comment] *** |
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