Sunday, May 25, 2008

havent posted for a long time.
channel 8's showing the charity show for sichuan earthquake now.
wanted to cry when saw it.
those victims are so poor thing.
may god bless them.

will be having a long day from tmr till wed.
will wake up at 10, then do my stuff and get to tampines mall.
meet up with nat, get my shirt, check my eye degree, adjust nat's specs, have lunch, buy nat's music notes, meet up with karen, buy balloons and clothe for camp then go to school.
have to reach school at around 2.
i dont even think i have time to do all those stuff in just 2 hours -.-
have meeting till i dont know what time.
and if it ends early, i'll go pearlyn's house.
if not go home.

then on tues and wed have camp.
tues going pasir ris library then get back to school for some programme and dont know what.
but i know day 2 will be fun (:
since karen and i planned for day 2.
its all games and farewell party for the seniors.

im having headache now ;x
bet its cause i used com for too long.
ive been using the com for 2 whole days alr.
ugh.

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Friday, May 23, 2008

fuck it.
i feel like killing myself now.
steffi youre the worse bitch i've ever seen.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

damn bastard.
uh relax -.-
when having dinner just now my brother they all bought sushis back.
i rmb asking them to buy for me.
but i seldom eat sushi la.
last time dont eat at all.
some private reasons -.-
then they nv buy.
and my big fat brother want to eat all the sushi and dont want to share.
have you seen anyone so selfish?
if you want me to describe him, i'll take weeks man.
all bad points.
then i thought i cannot let him have all the sushis.
so i took some to eat luh.
then he was like "i bet someone is thinking that the sushi is awful while eating".
yeah right, as if he can read my mind.
i find those sushis okay la.
i cannot "pian yi" him and let him eat.
then i scolded vulgarities at him after dinner.
its so not enough luh.
he deserves more.
what a bastard

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wah fuck man.
im so freaking pissed.
my cousin, brother's fren came for slpover.
and we all slept in the living room.
they played the com throughout the whole night and disrupted my sleep.
i slept at 3.
and frm 3 to 6, i haave to wake up millions of times to shout atthem to keep their mouths shut.
can you imagine?
its 3 to 6! 3 hours!
and in the end i have to take my phone, plug in earpiece, play a song, and on the volume tiill almost max.
they cb la.
i would have scolded them vulgarities and even beaten them if my mother werent around.
i alr have fast heart rate and cnt breathe properly.
and now is like 10 23.
i only slept for 4 hours for goodness sake.
so damn heaty now.
thanks to them.
my lip even bled.
im go going to kill them.
alr heaty then now make me even more heaty.
kns la.
then when my mother woke up, she scolded me instead.
she say serve me right.
and those fucking guys ask me to carry that heavy mattress out and they nv use.
only i use.
then my mother scold me for bringing out tht mattress.
she go and die la.
damn bias.
whr gt mother like that one.
not even fit to be a mother.
dont be surprised if i runaway from home one day.
i seriously cnt stand her.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

didnt blog ytd cause i was too tired and was late alr.

haha.
i painted my desk ytd!
as in the colouring and stuff.
omg, i think my desk is nice :O
hhaa!


my desk!
thats shinchan and doraemon (:
my husband!
hey i drew those stuff alright.
and those handprints are mine.
hhaa!
aye i painted those ok.
its not easy job.
they say the handprints spoil the whole thing -,-


and this is deesha's (:
SPONGEBOB!
cool right.
i should hve drawn doraemon like this.
its damn nice.
haha.

i dirtied my skirt anyway.
gt brigitte's handprint.
llast night had swensen (:
i love you man.
the mac and cheese very sweet.
the mushroom taste like plain water.
went to buy ah long pte ltd after tht.
was lucky la.
cause the shop was closing alr.
went home to watch (:
its nice.

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

im damn happy.
(:
scored ok for mye lah.
will try to work hard for eoy.
but i dont think i will lah.
my smartness is coming back!
haha ;xx
got highhhhhhh for chinese.
my mum's gonna buy me pizza hut! :D
had high for geog too.
but my mum said geog no use one -,-
anw, im waiting for my pizza hut! ~~
ohoh my bro showed me an super hilarious video
its called qian ni shi kuai.
its the funny version of qian li zhi wai.
damn funny luh.
had desk painting.
my skirt accidentally make until paint -,-
OHNO, i havent get the drawing im drawing on my table for tmr.
shall go get now.
bye!

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

this thing just came across my mind.
am i a good friend? no. and i never will.

but i still love myself as much as ever ;x

got back some mye papers today.
its so disappointing.
my results are even worse than shit.
but im confident tht i'll score well for those papers im getting back tmr. (:
i almost burst out crying when i received my ss paper.
its the lowest score i ever seen in my life.
for mye.
got more and more stupid as i grow up.
was so smart in the past ;c
my puma bag's gonna fly away.
since i cnt get the marks my mum wants me to get-.-
but she promised me that she'll order pizza hut for me if i get top 3 for chinese in class
(:
but thrs chinese pro like darlene huangyee and so many more ==
my pizza's flying away.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

went to newater today.
not gross at all.
alot better than what i thought.
im too lazy to post the photos.
want see tell me -,-

we gt paint-a-desk project
our theme is "me".
gonna paint a doraemon.

went orchard after school.
we went sasa.
cosmetics shop.
i bought body gel.
its burning me.

was so tired and cnt go home.
since they wanna continue walking -.-

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Monday, May 12, 2008

yay, its marking day!
but its gonna be over soon though.

was chatting with huangchun just now.
we wanted to break our record for the time we talk on the phone.
was like flooding him with all the "i wanna watch blahblahblah movie" and so on.
so sorry ;xx
thrs 10 movies i wanna watch!
;DD
;over her dead body
;superhero movie
;kungfu panda
;sex and the city
;chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
;prom night
;accuracy of death
;penelope
;made of honour
;dont mess with the zohan
some of them are coming soon.
not out yet.
i most probably won't watch prince caspian and prom night.
since i dont really favour them very much and prom night is horror.
no one would watch horror with me.
its either they're too scared of the movie or too scared of me -.-
cause i'll grab them and scream like hell.

then pet called after i planned what i wanna watch.
so happy can.
she told me that we're going out tmr (:
but nat, deesha and i dont know who are not confirm going yet.
so if they're not going then i wont go.
will be watching over her dead body ;DD

it came to my despair that
BERWIN'S HAIR IS NOT STANDING UP.
okay, i know you dont know who is berwin.
he's a friend of mine.
haha.
im just being random.
he looked nicer with his hair standing up (:

we're going to newater factory tmr.
not really looking foward.
i stayed thr last time.
its kinda sad for me.
it brings memories back.
and im not interested in the process how newater is made -.-
it just turns me off.
so gross.
anw, its an excursion.
hope it'll be entertaining.

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Friday, May 9, 2008

FINALLY, I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT MYE'08 IS OVER!

went out the whole day today.
only reached home at like 7pm?
bio/phy paper ended at 8.30.
its really early.
all of us went to tm to have breakfast at macs.
then went to bedok station to meet up with petrina.
and went to marina square after that.
met up with sharmaine there (:
zhiting, huiping and petrina went to yoshinoya for lunch.
while nat, joy, sharmaine, deesha, lynde and i went to kfc.
dont ask me why, i dont know.
oh and its not like we have breakfast and have lunch straight after.
we loitered around in between.
many of us bought mother's day present (:
zt bought a plushie -,-
she has this weird saying of when her mum see the plushie, the plushie will remind her mum of her.
cause tht plushie is a devil -,-
nat bought a mug.
i bought the same mug as her (:
and also a flower with hp keychain on it.
im gonna make breakfast and coffee with the mug on sun for my mum (:
ohya, we watched what happen in vegas.
im not too sure about the title. i keep forgetting. :xx
its was hilarious.
yup, nice :D
i was laughing like hell and i thought i was the only one laughing.
cause i could only hear myself laughing =="
i saw this really cute guy in kfc
i was so mesmerised.
i told myself if i see him again, i'll ask for his number.
but too bad, i didnt see him T^T
i bought a pen for someone.
got zt to pass to her.
i wont say who.
cause im not even letting her know that im the one who bought that pen for her.
in conclusion, today's a really good day.
my my tummy's aching now.
i dont know why.
and my dinner i ate half only.
tummy really bloated ):
oh well.
hope i get well soon.

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OMG! YOU PEOPLE WONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN.
its so historical. its 9th may 2008, 9 53 pm now.
a lizard dropped onto my head when walked into the toilet just now.
i was so shocked till i screamed and cried. T^T

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

im only 40% confident that i'll pass physics ):
i wrote all sorts of nonsense in the paper T^T
hope my bio and the paper tmr can pull it up (:

will be going out with people tmr.
alot of them.
someone wworth mentioning, zhiting (:
its been a long time since we went out together.
i miss her alot.
<3
i miss jolyn too.
but those days will be gone and never be back.

school end at 8.30 tmr.
woot!
its damn early, dont you think so?
haha.

will accompany nat to go to tampines first then meet up with the rest to get to marina.
im sure that it'll be a fun trip.

the song apologize is playing over and over in my head.
i find the lyrics really meaningful.
it's real.
not those kind of unrealistic stuff like i miss you, you miss me. -.-
not that those kind of songs are awful.
just that i dont really see them happening in real life.

oh anw, good luck and jiayou girls
it's the last day tmr for MYE (:
just one more day to go and eveything will end.
we can enjoy!

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

woooooooooooot.
i made a great achievement!
i could do my accounts WELL!
omg, i did my trial balance, trading profit and loss and balance sheet so well (:
i balanced everything.
and i think i got my trading profit and loss correct.
cause i managed to balance my balance sheet (:
many pple couldnt balance.
thanks to aunt irene then i could actually done my accounts.
thanks (:
i estimate i'll get around 55 or more (:
its over 80.

i bluffed my mother that i studied last night.
uh whatever :D
i could do still.
anyway. my head hurts.
had kfc.
gonna sleeep then maybe, study?
maybe wont luh.
im so lazy.
okay will go watch tv now.
see ya :D

edit/
i just went for my clinic appointment.
gonna go to another clinic instead.
the doctor can only say "go excersice" everytime i tell him im not feeling well.
wth luh.
he says im under stress.
i know but cannot be so stressed till sick right?

then bought breezer :D
my mum didnt know that its alcohol.
i drank all the flavours alr.
i have the bottles in my room (:
grapefruit taste the best.
sweet but not so sweet (:

STUDY DAY TOMORROW! :D

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Monday, May 5, 2008

uhm lets see.
i have lotsa to say :D
start from last night first.
cause i came back frm yishun so i was really tired.
but i didnt go to sleep though!
steffi's not that pigggg. (:
important stuffs come first right?
oh uhm anyway.
i chatted with huangchun.
its so oh-my-god can.
i could rmb my geog stuff and actually explained to huangchun.
cause he were revising.
i felt so happy (:
my hard work actually paid off.
although geog's over.
i'm really really happy with myself now.
im making progress.
studying, yep (:
abit only. not nerd yeah.
at like 12.30 then i started studying my bio.
highlighted points and so on.
but i didnt get anything into my head at all.
was really tired.
but i still studied till 12 + though (:
1 hour! :D
went to sleep but planned to wake up at 4 to continue studying.
but i couldnt wake up.
despite that 2 handphone alarms and 2 alarm clocks ringing like hell.
that 4 hours sleep still wasnt enough for me.
couldnt focus in the morning.
dont even have the energy to talk ):
but bio paper was easy.
serious!
i had time to sleep even :D
and maths is uhm, hard?
maybe neutral.
having poa tmr (:
im confident that i'll pass my poa!
yeah steffi.
will sleep then revise latr.

ohohoh. i was drinking mushroom soup,
then benson came and pull my bowl,
and the soup spill on his hand.
so poor thing ):
his hand was scalded and red.
and benson's my nephew.
hes still a baby.
so ke lian.

im like watching tv now.
but i totally forgot about it alr.
im too concentrated on my com (:

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

uh, i just came home frm yishun.
my aunt taught me accounts.
i revised for 4 hours (:
i feel so great.
will spend tonight studying bio.
having maths paper 2 and bio paper tmr. :O
i dont think i'll make it.
uh, but i'll just try my best (:
goodluck peeps

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Friday, May 2, 2008

woah ironman's nice (:
i recommend :D
i think its so cool luh.
jaslynn tell me that its a cartoon.
but the movie's really nice.
had sakae sushi for dinner.
they dont have the bento i wanted ):
oh anyway i had that 'don' thingy.
i bought this top, that is like, usually found online?
so glad i dont have to go through all those trooubles buying online -.-
got so sick of all those stuff alr.
uhh, anyway, gonna have my clinic appointment tmr.
10.45 am (:
shall wake up at 10 am.
will try to pay 100% attention during tuition. TRY.
haaha (:
okay no more, bye.

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